Anchors Away

I am Sam. Sam i am.
No not Dr. Seuss. Although i can make up sick rhymes at the top of my head.
I'm just Sam. Short for Samantha. Joyce is my last name. Don't let it fool ya. I'm anything but joyfull.
How i got involved witth AA(Anchors Away) is by my bestfriend Bird. His nickname since he was little due to his infatuation with birds and making paper cranes. He told me there was a group of us. So i packed my bag and left home.
I was never much for fitting in, but home was not home, so i left. My other bestfriend is here to, her name is Cam. She loves cameras, so Bird is Shayne and Cam is Kalsee.
Kalsee has long brown wavy hair, skinny, pretty. Hipster and boss. Prefect catch for anyone,even girls like her. I like her green eyes.
Shayne has short brown shaggy hair, 8-pac, and really attractive. He has all them girls trollin. Make any blind girl see.
They're the best people ever, i am so plane, i should've been called Jane.
Enough about me though, we're all here for a reason, but i can't say; what would be the fun of that? All i can say is that we're all different.
There's ten of us: Cam, Bird, Mason, Kaylin, Drew, Ramo, Rayleen, Christian, David, and me. Cam, Bird, Hat, Star, Body, Poke, Cheer, Apple, Keg, and Sam.
Cheer and Keg are together, they're annoying, i don't like people. The only ones i do talk to and get along with are Cam, Bird, Hat, and Poke. I call everyone bro.
I like to read, love to paint, love animals, anarchist, guitarist, singer, and i keep to myself. We all have our own rooms. Mine over looks both the lake and the woods.
Today we're going to the lake. Enjoying ourselves, for once. Putting on my bathing suit, i threw a big shirt and shorts over my bathing suit. Walking outside barefoot, i waited for everyone. They take forever, but i like the alone time.
Out comes Bird and Ramo. Yes they are the cutest, yes i do like both of them, yes i am to much of a coward to tell them, so instead i just get up.
"Sam."Bird calls. I go over to them. Poke says "hi", i smile(my own personal way of saying hi). Out comes Cam and Hat.
They join our posse. "Hey."they greet, another smile. "So Sam, you wanna go set up the place with me?" Poke asks,i nod.
Together we go to the lake. I set up our picnik spot as he ties the rope to the strongest tree and tests it out. Swimming out of the lake, i dropped a plate looking at him. Laughing he goes to get firewood, i pick up the plate and put it in the dirty pile.
Finishing, i hear the laughter of the gang. They're almost here. "Boo!" Poke yells scaring me.Screaming, i shoved him, leading to a playful fight.
"Last one into the lake has to go do the dishes and laundry for a month." Body yells dashing for the lake. Looking at poke, he picked me up and ran to the lake. Feeling the water as we jumped off the pieer, i swam to the surface and saw Cheer come in last.
"Poke, now my clothes are wet!" I complained as Bird swam to us. "Rope?" Bird suggested, agreeing we all swam to shore. Taking off my shirt and shorts, i hung them on a tree so they could dry.
Meeting them at the rope i went after Bird, the i somehow ended up under the pieer. Looking around, i thought i saw Bird, but they were all gone.
How long was i gone this time?


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Getting out of the lake, i put on my clothes and walked to the house. "Hello! Hello! Bird, Cam.....Hat, Poke?"i called as i wandered through the errily empty house.

Going to my room, all my stuff was there, everything in the house was exactly the same. Where were everyone? Walking to the back of the house, i saw Cam. "Cam!" I yelled excitedly as i ran to her.

I guess she didn't hear me cause she didnt turn around. When i got to her she didn't even look up. Putting my hand on her shoulder i knew she would look up then, but she didn't."Cam," i said again but still no response. Hearing someone's footsteps, i turned around to see Bird.

"Oh thank blog Bird, somethings up with Cam."I said as Bird walked right passed me to Cam. "Um that was rude dude, what the hell is up with you bro?"i asked as Bird sat next to Cam. Putting his arm around Cam's shoulders, he hugged her as she sobbed on his shoulder.

What was i missing? Why are they ignoring me? Why are they or at least Cam crying? Where is everyone else. What is going on?

"Hey imma go look for Poke."i said but once again no one even bothered to look up. Ignoring the cold shoulder, i went to go look for Poke back at the lake. Walking past some trees i spotted both Poke and Hat at the edge of the pieer sitting down both hunched over. Smiling, i walked and sat next to Poke.

"I just don't get what happened." Poke said to Hat. "Hey guys." I said "I don't either, wasn't she okay this time?"Hat asked completely ignoring me too.

"Whatcha talking about Poke?" I asked putting my head on his shoulder. "I just feel like she's here."Poke said "You have to let her go man, she left, or she's dead." Hat spat angrily, i don't get it.

"Who's dead Poke?"i asked, why wouldn't anyone talk to me?! "She is not dead! Don't you ever say that agin or else i will ring that scrawny neck of yours Hat!" poke yelled getting up.

Walking away, i got up and followed him. I really needed to know what was going on. "Poke, please don't ignore me, what's wrong?" i asked, my eyes starting to tear up. Not answering, he looked at where i was.

"I must be losing my mind."He sighed sitting on a fallen tree. "Why Poke?" i asked sitting next to him. After a while of silence, and him not answering, i put my hand ontop of his.

Looking up, he stared at me again. Smiling, i was so glad i finally had gotten his attention. Feeling relieved, i batted my eyelashes. "Oh Poke i knew you wouldn't ignore me!" i said wrapping my arms around his body.

Shaking his head, he got up, and walked away. "I really am lossing my mind." He said as he stopped to lean on a tree. Crying, i never seen him cry before. It made my body ache, i felt like crying, and i knew i was, but no tears would form.

I was completely dry, and i had a pale blue light surrounding my body. "What the h3ll."i managed to say, what happened? "Poke! I think we found her!" Cheer said excitedly.

Found who?
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It was me, but how was that possible? i am here. Crouching to get a better look at myself i didn't see any signs of murder or anything. Touching myself i felt it on whatever i was right now. Feeling cold i stood up. Turning around i saw all my friends/ roomies there.

"What happened Bird?" i asked

"What happened Bird?" Poke asked

"She's still breathing, i dont know." Bird responded.

Looking at myself i noticed my chest inflating and deflating. I was alive, then my eyes opened. I could feel that body, but i felt this one too. "Sam."i told myself. "Yes Sam?"i answered back.

"Oh Sam!"Poke said getting my to my feet, then kissing me. I felt that barley, i was losing feeling, i only felt cold. Then i was in me again, i was Sam.

"Poke!"i exclaimed even though it was no louder than a whisper. "What happened Sam?"Poke asked

"I blame DID."i spoke..."We all do, we just have to accept it. Where were you this time?"He asked "With everyone, i guess waiting to go back in my body."i said as Bid and Cam came to hug me, alongside Hat.

Well there's the big surprise. D.I.D. not an easy thing to explian so look it up. Sam what happened? I don't really know ask the other one. Sam? We drowned. Wouldn't we be dead.

If we were only that lucky. Are we going to go back to the house? Yeah let's go. Getting my feet to move we all walked in one body, but all were me, no i do not have mpd, i have did. Arriving to the house i went upstairs to my bedroom.

Sitting on my bed i just sat there. Time passed, i don't know how long until i finally talked to myself again. So what is with you and Poke? I know what the hell, i was barley going to make a move on Bird. Don't blame me, you knew it was coming.

True. Turning around i saw Poke at my doorframe. Looking down, i looked up only when he sat in front of me on the bed. Putting his hand on mine, our eyes met. "Why us?"i asked, he knew what i really meant.

"I rather not think of such sorts, just glad that we kissed you."poke said "We?" i asked "I thought we were being real, not hiding this anymore. We everyone in my head, stop pretending Sam! We are who we are." Poke exclaimed