Justin Bieber?? Dude. No. (girls only )(part 17) READ INTRO

today is the 1 year anniversary of the day i met Justin. and the 4 month anniversary since i broke up with him. i know what you are thinking, "why the crap would i do that?" well lets go back shall we....

~ flashback ~
i've been back from camp for 3 weeks. i got back and got word that Justin had to leave for an unexpected european tour. it made me so mad. he didnt even call me. so i tried calling him, but it was always frowarded to voicemail. this makes me mad. he should have at least called me. then the surprise came. Justin came back. he knocked on my door and i opened it. i didnt know it was him until he moved the one dozen roses from in front of his face. i slammed the door in his face and cried in my room. i went to the store the next day and he was there. he tried to talk to me but i just paid for the groceries and left. i hopped in my car and drove home and locked the door. I put the groceries away. then i decided to go on a walk. and can you guess who was there sitting on a park bench. i walked over. i knew what i had to do. "justin?" i asked. he looked up and hugged me. i hugged back and it broke my heart more every second. "justin. i'm sorry. but i can't do this anymore." i said. he just pulled away and looked at me. "what!? why? paige, no! please. don't do this! i love you!" he said. "if you loved me you could have called me. to tell me you were leaving, to tell me you love me, to tell me that you missed me. but did you? no! you never called me, and you ignored me when i called you. i just can't do this Justin. i can't be missing you. i can't be hoping that you wont meet someone else. i just cna't. i'm sorry." i said. i started to cry as i walked home..

~ end of flashback ~

Gosh, i miss him so bad. i've been sulking around ever since. my parents were about to send me to military school if i didnt get my grades up. i had been getting straight C's but now i get straight A's. i just finished my junior year of high school. i was sitting in the living room when my mom walked in to the room. "paige, i have some news. Jazmyn is in the hospital, and Justin is missing." she said. "missing?" i asked. i jumped up and we boarded a plain within the hour. my mom and i found Jazmyns room at the toronto childrens hospital. she had been having trouble breathing. she has a severe case of asthma. i hugged her and left a note for my mom who was talking to Pattie in the lobby. i walked out of the hospital unseen by my mom. i grabbed the fastest flight to San francisco. i knew he was there. i grabbed a cab to the one place i knew he would be. the beach near the golden gate bridge.

and there he was sitting on the sand. he looked so cute. i never knew how much i loved him until i saw him now. after 4 months of total silence, i didnt want to speak, i just wanted to see him smile. i was wearing http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=29664844 i walked to beside him and sat next to him. i leaned my head on his shoulder. he turned to me. i leaned in and kissed him passionately, i love him. i always have.