My love
Love is one thing that can rip people apart...and some people never get over it.
As I glance around the room my glance seems to keep landing on him. His stare is intense and it sends anger throughout every bone in my body. He smiles and its gone the anger leaves and after a few minutes in la la land, my mind comes back to reality and the anger sets back in. The things he did to me the way he had my heart twisted in knots it was like he has a way of getting inside my head. He lied many a times. All year prison has been tough with the constant stares, snickers and side remarks. Now a days i dont believe in love. My mom thinks just a phase but the truth is not that. i loved him. Hes the only one i have ever loved and the only one i will ever love. Love hurts too much to go through it again...
Jacob had me tied around his little finger for as long as i can remember. He knew how fragile i was and he pulled my strings just enough to get whatever he wanted, and trust me he wanted alot of money. That's all that was on his mind. i made him my life, he was like my air. Yet he was a toxic air that was slowly poisoning me. Whenever we had been together he was on the phone....or texting...or leaving only moments after he had arrived. We dated for a couple years and after a while i moved in with him, this i found was worse then living at home for i found that i was spending one too many nights alone wishing his work didnt run so late. Later i realized it wasnt his work that ran late it was teh extra dates he had almost every day. There had been about one night a month where he had come home early.
We had lived together for almost three years when i became pregnant with his child at first i thought to tell him then i thought i shouldnt, in the end i did. he punched me not in the stomach thank god, but instead in the nose. thats when i realized it wasnt safe there i had to get out. three night later when he was out late at work i left. I ran home to my parents where they welcomed me with open arms.
The first few weeks after i left there were constant phone calls and threats. Our house was ransacked two days after the phone calls.
This is how my story begins. This is the time i found myself. TBC
Jacob had me tied around his little finger for as long as i can remember. He knew how fragile i was and he pulled my strings just enough to get whatever he wanted, and trust me he wanted alot of money. That's all that was on his mind. i made him my life, he was like my air. Yet he was a toxic air that was slowly poisoning me. Whenever we had been together he was on the phone....or texting...or leaving only moments after he had arrived. We dated for a couple years and after a while i moved in with him, this i found was worse then living at home for i found that i was spending one too many nights alone wishing his work didnt run so late. Later i realized it wasnt his work that ran late it was teh extra dates he had almost every day. There had been about one night a month where he had come home early.
We had lived together for almost three years when i became pregnant with his child at first i thought to tell him then i thought i shouldnt, in the end i did. he punched me not in the stomach thank god, but instead in the nose. thats when i realized it wasnt safe there i had to get out. three night later when he was out late at work i left. I ran home to my parents where they welcomed me with open arms.
The first few weeks after i left there were constant phone calls and threats. Our house was ransacked two days after the phone calls.
This is how my story begins. This is the time i found myself. TBC
2 Comments
omg girl please dont tell me you based this on real life too if you did im going to freaking kill the dude and then give you a hug.................. and you know how much i love hugs!
no its not true just an idea