NEVER

She lives in a house, a one story house. its blue and green. its serounded by roses and jasmine flowers. she walks out of her parents house and looks up at them. her name is Janis. janis wonders, "are they mad at me? am i a complete failure? they look at me like they r happy, but what do they really think? i bet they love me either way but still. i wish i was better at this life stuff. im twentey yrs old and i bet they want me out of the house. its so depressing them, the way i feel most of the time. sometimes i cry in bed, in the dark, in my room. i just cant help it. i really do wonder what they r thinking though." she keeps on walking, down the block, since she doesnt have a car and her bike tire is flat, shes forced to walk. where u ask? anywhere. she doesnt have anywhere or anyone to go to, shes just walking cuz that just how it is. she finnally stops at this dark house. shes never noticed it before. she wonder, "who ever lives in this house? ive never seen this color here? its black. why would some one paint there house black? maybe there emo! no no no Janis, dont get ur hopes up. its probably just a normal person who just wanted to paint there house black." so she keeps on walking, past the house. its getting rather dark so she decideds to walk back home. she decides that shes better now that shes gotten fresh air and should go back home. go back to her unfinished never started life.