Blood Stains

I wear black because its easier to hide the blood stains
I scream, but there is no refrain
Why do I do this to myself?
I've barely missed my veins
Fvck, I feel beautiful now
Covered in my own blood...
You can't cry, but you're the one who left me alone
I can't press hard enough...
I can't make myself die
Maybe if you held the knife...
If you loved me you'd take my life
But you don't love me
You'll let me suffer here
Damned... I'm damned...
I wish death was nearer
The gun is loaded
God, it won't even hurt
Don't try to stop this
So close... The bullet won't miss.
Fvck, I'm so weak...
I feel the gun drop
If you loved me you'd pull the trigger
You wouldn't make me linger here
I wish death was nearer
Just a few little pills
You can't stop me now
My will to live is gone
You've waited far too long
If you loved me...
But I am hated.
Death id finally here.