Dieing by trying

My eyes are not the deserver its me being the believer
trying to hide these insipid lies. what they shall not know
shall not be tampered with. hard to find true meaning with everyones
selfish seeings. the blind may not see truth but be strangth
in love there gun these wiperd bones crack at the tones.


They may never see the truth beneath shall not make my heart
redeam of that sick demented is what im hideing beset my demise
of that tamperd lie which may never be revealed in seethed time.
my eyes being the retriever the lie be thy cover.


They shall live there beautiful lives in peace an harmony confirming i
was never betrade from my birth to four. why he does not comprehend
i cry at night. why do they not comprehend i've seen past for the
so called dear brother.


why he did that i never understood why he now acts this way now
i'll understand or i shall not. for i am still cunfused. will he do this to his
child? now im strenuous to know by not trying to fighure out.


mother oh dearest his lie is yet to remain a cover dranched in my pain.
i shall love you though you did not see my foe. who hurt me severely so
Father thy closest may never know his young one was desiced in life
by tho who we all trusted

his lie is yet to remain unopen while always shall be dranched in my suffering pain. will this heal. no. shall be forgot. i hope. shall reunite. Never. what if shall die's no feel would come to my fvcked up heart.

I shall try to live a life of love and attitude of grattitude. though peace and harmoney may never unfolled to this world. i love this world before it implodes
i've never had a sister yet then agin sence the first day of pre-k i had. a best friend is the only medican to a contemped heart.