Sorry

Every little thing that you do
makes me fall in love with you
why I did the things that I did
made me feel like a silly kid

Why did we always used to fight
I just wanted to make things right
when you left you struck my heart
never thought we'd be apart

so when I walk by everyday
always smile in your special way
I know you'll be dying inside
and I wish that you were mine

I break down every night
I cry myself to sleep
and with all my might
I know you're not mine to keep


Do not love me yet, for I
Am still a teenager,
A scimitar about the heart
Too sharp to touch too soon.
Before I'm touched I need to grow
More full in golden light;
I need to smile upon my life.
And rule some path of the night.
I need to know what roads and fields
Lie in my domain
And dull my brand new ecstasies
With sophomoric pain.
I need the love of some clueless boy
As smart and wicked as me,
That we might grope in ignorance
And fear of what might be.
And then when I'm all grown up
And know what I can hold,
Then, then, perhaps, we could try love
If you’re not too old.

How do you know it’s over,
when your heart can’t take anymore?
How do you know when they don’t care,
and just walk out the door?
What if she acts like nothing ever happened,
like the friendship never was?
What if she looks right through me,
and ignores me just because....?
How can you just deny the feelings,
the ones you’ve had for so long?
How can you fix everything,
because everythings all wrong?
What words can be said,
what else can I say?
What words can I whisper,
to get you to stay?
How should I act,
when you’ve just turned your back on me?
How should I act,
to get you to turn back and see?
What can I do,
what will get through to you?
What can I do,
so I can act like I can’t feel too?
But I guess the silence is enough for
A million words, actions, and mistakes.

I broke your heart,
Once too many times.
Made out with girls,
Though I never meant it,
You hate me for it,
But I'm not blaming you for it.
Said I love you,
But never showed that I cared.
But I swear,
I'm lost thinking of what I did to you.
Hard to believe,
But its true.
You say you hate me,
But I dammit love you.
How UNFORTUNATE you!