my suicide thoughts

well everything sucks in my life so im thinking of running away, so by the time any of u may be reading this i may be gone. im fat, ugly, and a dork, i dont have any friends, just bullies who are jurks, and the guy i like dosent like me.
so whats the point of life and love, if no one loves me anyway, so even though u guys probably dont care about me, im leaving.