My Dying Hope(Poem) READ INTRO!!

I wake up every morning,
thinking today is going to be better.
No day could be as bad as yesterday.
Right?

As it starts its not too bad.
No one sits with me on the bus,
but thats okay.
Isnt it?

When i'm walking down the halls,
it seems to be okay.
Someone pushed my books to the floor,
but it will get better.
Won't it?

Classes were next.
They weren't so bad
My teacher asked me a question.
I got it wrong he called me stupid.
Its going down hill
Isn't it?

At lunch i went home.
Home where i'm always safe.
My dad was there,
he hurt me.
There might still be a chance.
Maybe

I think have been strong.
Haven't I.
I really tried my best.
But did i?

My hope is slowly dying.
I'm getting tired off this.
The same thing every day.
Is there any point?

At this stage my hope is gone.
It fells like i've died on the inside.
I can't take this for much longer.
I have to do something.
Don't I?

Its gone on for too long.
I don't have a choice.
Or do I?

Its too late.
I'm doing this.
I'm sorry to hurt you.
But am I really?

Grainne xx