Loosing you and finding you

I hugged back with the same amount of feeling. 'I missed you so much' he said, his voice cracking. 'I missed you too, but I'm here now' I said crying. He lead me inside and up to his bedroom. It still had a familiar smell of shower gel and lynx. I sat down on the bed and Jet sat beside me & wrapped his arm around my shoulders. He let me cry until I fell asleep.

'Kiki' Jet said shaking me softly. My head was thumping in pain from crying the night before. I opened m eyes slowly, I was in his bed still fully clothed. 'Breakfast' He said smiling down at me. 'I don't eat' I told him and rolled over. 'You do now' he said and lifted me out of bed and carried me down stairs. 'Put me down Jet' I said laughing. 'There's that special smile again' He told me and kissed the top of my noes. 'Shush' I said and we laughed. Jet was 2 years older. He's 17, black hair that covers half his face, bright blue eyes, perfect red lips & white skin. He surfs and he still never has a tan. He would be weird with a tan though. He placed me on top of the counter so he could make some food. 'You do know I'm going to refuse to eat?' I told him. 'Yes, that's why I'm going to force feed you' He told me with a smirk. I growled and frowned. 'You can be so childish' He said laughing. I had a white button up shirt over a black tank top & since it's summer it was boiling. I unbuttoned my shirt and removed it not realizing still had fresh cuts on my arm. He took one look at my arm and dropped the cereal box and came over to me. He took my arm and studied it. 'But... You said you would never... And you did' He said with a tear rolling down his cheek. 'I didn't have a choice. It was either that or death' I told him. He took a deep breath and wrapped him arms around me. 'Your safe now. No need for cutting. Your going to be safe' He said. I hugged back tightly. He was telling me the truth. He never lies to me. He never will. 'Have a shower and get changed. Were going out for breakfast today' He said. I didn't answer, I just ran up the stairs & into the bathroom. I stripped off and jumped into the shower. The hot water ran over my sallow skin & black short hair. When I got out I scrubbed my face, brushed my hair & teeth. I walked out and into his bedroom. There was a pair of black short shorts, black low cut neck tank top & converse. I put my underwear & clothes of and straightened my hair. I put some eyeliner on and slipped on my hello kitty neck lace on and some black bangles. My cuts were slowly fading. I walked down stairs. He must of showered in the other bathroom and got ready before me. He had black board shorts & black converse on. He was shirtless. 'Forget a t-shirt love?' I asked laughing. 'It's hot today, what do you expect' he said. He had a good body so I didn't mind. I knew where he was taking me. It was the nicest cafe ever. We went there every weekend when we were little kids. It was called the sunshine cafe. It had open mic nights every Saturday too, I sang every Saturday until I moved. We sat down at a booth in the corner & waited for Mandy to come take our order. She's the woman who owns the cafe. 'Hi sweeties what would you-' She dropped the note pad and pulled me into a hug. 'I missed your voice around here Kiki' She said. 'Nice to see you again too' I said laughing. 'Then she looked at Jet 'Wheres Taylor?' She asked. 'We broke up 2 nights ago' He told her. 'Taylor? As in Taylor Wood?' I asked him. She was the biggest BiTch in the school. She bullied me from 7th grade on. 'Yeah' He said with guilt in his voice. I didn't ask any more. 'So sweeties, what ya'll want?' She asked. 'I'll have a black coffee & a muffin, I don't mined what type' I told her. 'I'll have the same' Jet said. We both smiled at her. 'Back in a sec love's' she said and walked back to the counter. I shot a look at Jet then went back to fiddling with a napkin. 'Your mad' He said more of a statement than a question. 'Well, not really' I said....