What it's like being jobless

Turning 20 years old without a job is tough. How are you going to afford anything?! Well, you can. But you have to be careful what you buy. If you want a house and you're jobless, make sure it's affordable until you actually GET A JOB! You know what's really tough about this part. I HAVE TWO 1 YEAR OLDS! I can't take care of them, look for a job and afford a babysitter for when I go to my friend's 17+ party (lol that was a joke) but seriously, a babysitter? $20.00 an hour? Bills? Cabs? Are you kidding me?!?!?!? That's why I need a job. But not yet! I have no one to take care of the house, the babies and I have no one to buy groceries for me! I would really like that. A free maid would be nice, if only that were possible. Someone who works for you for free, must really like you or is your wife/husband or girlfriend/boyfriend. I am not a job-seeker mostly because like I said (sorry if I'm redundant I do that a lot!) I have no one to take care of the babies, the house and buy me groceries! I know the groceries part isn't possible unless I'm begging on the street for money. So I will not be a job-seeker until I'm ready. I THINK I can afford my house and groceries (for now) =) and I am very certain what will happen to me on April 1, 2012 I just turned 20 this year so I am very curious about my birthday D: I hope it works out! =) Sorry for the blabbering... (Back to the story---)------ So anyways, I am car-less and job-less. =( I am on the search for a car though! Wish me luck!! =)