I Never Thought I'd Do It

She always hoped she could find true love. "I never thought i'd do it." She never really knew where and how to find it. She moved to a town, and thought she'd met a clown. He gave her a smile, but it took awhile for her to really trust him. They dated and she fell in love. "I never thought i'd do it." One day she made him mad and he slapped her. She let it go because he said he'd never do it again, and she believed him; but, it was just the beginning. He felt power the moment she let him do what he wanted. she gave him everything and held NOTHING back. he beat her, and beat her, but she never fled. He was getting bored with her... then I met him. "I never thought i'd do it." We joked and flirted, then one thing led to another. We both knew it was wrong, but it felt so right. That first kiss is probably what changed everything. There was so much passion and lust; we probably mistook it for trust, or something more. He raised his hand to hit me, and I beat him until I was afraid he's bleed. Apparantly, he liked that I defended myself. The morning after the first time in my house, she walked in on us going at it again. I've never seen so much pain and hurt in someone's eyes. I had just lost my best friend. I never thought i'd do it, but i did. ;)