Plz help me! I have sucideal thoughts and almost commited sucide!
I was going for dinner...and my family teases me, people at school teases me. I have a urge to just pick up a dayger and get it over with...help me! plz...I have serious depression, no one cares. They can't even see it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLl1NDwMJps that's how i feel. I'm hurt. I'm lost. I'm left in the dark. I'm kicked when I'm down. Can someone help me? I don't have enough courage to tell my teacher, if I tell my family, they laugh and just ignore me. Mean...my life is just shiiit. can't someone help? my friends at school (frenemies), Aaron, Amber, Nicole and Elliot, they all don't know. Aaron and me both are sucideal and always are sad and have bad anger issues. my family teases me, people at school bully me, no one cares...can't someone help...before I really pick up the dayger and kick the bucket....plz?
~Dain... /V\
(It's also sad that....i'm.....11 years old....tooo young....save me)
~Dain... /V\
(It's also sad that....i'm.....11 years old....tooo young....save me)
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I know exactly how you feel. ugh I hate it, I have the same exact thoughts, how about we try to overcome it, together, maybe?
And, I can say honestly, that I know. My mom is a control freak with an
O.C.D, my dad is way to involved with is own world, and my sister is well, a little dinged up in there. (not saying there's anything wrong with that)
YOU CAN'T! Tell someone! my family teases me about stuff! I know they're joking though...Mabey your famiyl REALLY are joking and don;t mean ANYTHING. Tell someone....Tell them NOW...It helps when someone knows and can help you. Don;t try to get over it yourself...It never works. YOu need some kind of help. I can if you want, but just tell someone oyu know, your parents, a school counselor, a teacher, ANYBODY.
I agree here. Work up the courage and get the adults involved. Tell your parents, your teacher, get involved with a counselor, whatever you need to do to get out of this depression and these thoughts.
What is courage to tell someone, to ask for help, next to a decision like suicide? Nothing. All you have to do is say it, and people will help you in ways you didn't know were possible, and before you know it you'll be fine and ready to face the world again. Keep strong. :)
Try and tell a teacher about it, maybe with Aaron if he feels the same way that way you're not on your own. People can be really mean when they want to just try to ignore them, I know that thats the worst advice but that's all that I've got I'm sorry. Just remember that while people at school may be mean, everyone here on quibblo loves you and we couldn't bear it if you committed suicide! :(
if its any consolation, youre not alone. I feel like that a lot, death isnt the answer. hang in there and dont get caught up in the little things like 'people not caring' because you really are cared about and I'm sure many would be devastated if you were gone.. keep your chin up, it won't always be this bad.. if you ever need to laugh, watch Julian Smith videos on youtube. the Mr. Timn/Jeffery ones are the best.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6rPaHT2qZQ&feature=related
D. Death isn't the answer. I understand how you feel. Incame back from my deppression so can you. The only reason I didn't go through with it was because I had a panic attack and I blurted it out and got help. You will be okay talk to me anytime you need to I won't judge you or laugh because I know what it's like. Daina listen to me okay. Death won't solve your problems. It will jut show everyone who is mean to you that they won. Don't let them win. I will help you. Anytime you need to talk oka
DON'T DO IT!! D': I agree with what everyone said up here, you need to tell the teacher or an adult. Pick one that you trust the most, and see if you can talk to them after class, or when you can get some time alone! Yes, it's scary, but it has to be done! This is serious stuff.
And remember that we're always here for you too, so if you need to vent or anything, just message me, or make a story. It might make you feel better. :')
Over the summer, i stopped eating because I felt... Numb.. I was doing the dishes once, listening to My Obsession by the Parselmouths, and I was at my grandfather's, and I held up the butcher knife, singing a lyric, looking at my reflection, and my eyes were black and murderous (creepy, I know, I had just gotten done crying) and I had suicidal thoughts.
Well, guess what?
My aunt committed suicide one month later, exactly. And her daughter had cancer. And my aunt had 5 children and a husband wh-
Who loves her and misses her. My aunt was mentally challenged, but you couldn't tell. My mum said she didn't mean to commit, but for someone to find her. My aunt had saved up her pills for her medicine and committed.
My aunt had her enemies, and she had her loved ones. We ALL cried over her death. I was heart-broken, but I didn't show it at her funeral because I had suicidal thoughts myself, so i became emotionless.
And all of this happened month ago... And I've finally come out and told some
Oh and I will bomb your comments for this story too. Just a heads up. I will talk to you if you need it. I have never told a soul about all of my thoughts other than my parnts. They still come back but I ignore them. You are ten times stronger than me and if I can ove come this you can and you will come out smelling like roses. I will keep this up to and remember I will never laugh at your problems I will be an open ear.