Your Potential

Every day I still think of you hoping that maybe one day I'd think of something new; a new way to look at you, a new way to think of you. Since that day that the wind took you away my feelings have swayed because you never paid. Now, I'm just saying you put me through a lot for so little, how could you belittle me like that? Have you never felt love? Do you not know what it's like to see care in someone’s eyes? I can't bear the thought of you with those glassy eyed guys. The heat finally melted the ice. If distance makes the heart grow fonder then pain beats out me feeling sane. You walked around like I was to blame. Everyone now sees you were the one who wasn't sane. You came and then you went. The reality of us came and went with you. Now everything seems so bent; I can sometimes even smell your scent. You just won't go. I wanted you to stay just a little bit longer because I needed you to explain and give a finish to the last excerpt of our story. You boldly messed with my heart, and I wouldn't go back and change that fact at all. Now I see it all, you taught me that Love does exist, and that even two incredibly insane and messed up people like us could find it. Don't twist it, I'm over you, but that won't stop me from thanking you. Everything felt so blue when you left, I thought that was just something that I would have to accept. It might have felt like a test when it happened, but now it's done and God let me know that my heart was opened and I'm not meant to be as hard as I thought. Thank you for squeezing my heart and then crushing it, because at the time, that was just what I needed. I hope you find her someday. I can see it in you, the potential God has for you. All you have to do is let go of your addictions and your pain and trust Him and I promise you, your smiles will come easier without the weed. With Him you'll treat her right, even if you couldn't treat me right. Those days are out of sight and for once it doesn't bite. I pray you'll fly like a kite into what your potential is, because I promise I'm not the only one who sees it in you...