Death then Suicidal

When you get that call
Police come to your door
Friends surround you
Family comfort you
It's like a bomb dropped
Your heart shatter
Right before your eyes
Frozen in time
Suddenly the world is seen in a dark light
A love one just left you
Don't wanna hear it
Or believe it
It's like your time with him or her
Was nothing but a bomb with a timer
Tick Tock Tick Tock
All memories just explode
Along with half of your life
Tears going down so fast
Can't see, eyes burning
Hands bloody in pain
After breaking down violently
The second stage that always happens
Nothing is the same
You blame yourself
A restless soul at night
Only one day and it's haunting you
Life doesn't seem like anything anymore
You stand over your reflection
Reaching for your hand
Falling into a deep place
Into a slumber of your tears and pain
You see the one that made your heart whole once
Smiles are exchanged
But a light brings you back
In the arms that refuse to let you go
Knowing they are in peace
You began to move on
The old you, you killed
The new you now on the path
To finish what had stop short for another.