What Hurts The Most
this is all true. there are certain people that know what I'm talking about and why I wrote this.
~~~What Hurts The Most Was~~~
Being forced to forget you
Losing you when I needed you the most
Letting you go
Losing everything for the person that left you in pieces
Waking up every morning wishing that everything that had happened was only a dream
Remembering those precious memories of us when we were together, before we went our own separate ways
Slowly dying of the sorrow that eats me from the inside out
Killing those feelings of friendship and love just so we could separate ourselves
Being unable to fulfill those promises I made
Eating a blueberry muffin everyday that always reminds me that we will never share one again
What Hurts The Most was not being able to tell you how much you mean to me, not being able to tell you what is really going on in me, not being able to hug you, not being able to cry on you, not being able to comfort you when you need me, not being able to wish you a happy birthday and give you your present and card.
What Hurts The Most is knowing that we will never be able to be together again and being free of these sorrows that burden us.
Being forced to forget you
Losing you when I needed you the most
Letting you go
Losing everything for the person that left you in pieces
Waking up every morning wishing that everything that had happened was only a dream
Remembering those precious memories of us when we were together, before we went our own separate ways
Slowly dying of the sorrow that eats me from the inside out
Killing those feelings of friendship and love just so we could separate ourselves
Being unable to fulfill those promises I made
Eating a blueberry muffin everyday that always reminds me that we will never share one again
What Hurts The Most was not being able to tell you how much you mean to me, not being able to tell you what is really going on in me, not being able to hug you, not being able to cry on you, not being able to comfort you when you need me, not being able to wish you a happy birthday and give you your present and card.
What Hurts The Most is knowing that we will never be able to be together again and being free of these sorrows that burden us.
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Soph. I love you. And I miss you too. A whole, whole lot. You're one of my bestest friends, and just because we might not get to share a blueberry muffin anymore, it doesn't mean I will ever forget you. Because I won't. You can believe that. c: I wish you still came to my school :c But it's okay if you don't get any of us even a card for our birthdays. Your friendship is always enough!! I wish I could hug you right now. But we'll just have to settle with this for now: (>'.')> hugs you c:
.....You retard!!!! You're making me cry again!!! ....let me rephrase tht: you're causing me to bawl for the 3rd time now. I miss you and angel more than anything in the world. You 2 are the only reason why im still alive. After being separated from you two, my whole life started to crumble. And Jon is of no help. We barely even talk and he just doesn't understand or care. You don't know how badly I want to hug you and cry on your shoulder. I miss you and I love you two to pieces.
Uhm, ouchhhh. :P lol, Jon isn't me or angel, of course he won't understand like we can XD Don't cry, just smile like I told you to! c: I know how ya feel :c But it'll be okay. And maybe you can come tomorrow!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD
FACEPALM
u just LOVE to make me cry don't ya?XD
Hopefully my dad will decide to cut me some slack and let me go.
And ya Jon's pretty dumb guy that diesnt care for his best friends. Make sure to tell him that tomorrow whether or not I'm there:)
noooooo I don't!
I hope he does c:
&&You will be officially nicknamed POOFACE if I see him there but not you!!!!!
Hahaha:) NO WAY AM I GONNA BE CALLED THAT!!!!!
Then don't forget and try to make it!
It seems things got...partway resolved?
Uh, hehe.....let's just go with that:)
wow thats some deep stuff. I love it.
Thnx:)
This makes me want to cry... probly not for the same reason as you though. :'''(
.....i actually was crying when I wrote this.
That happens to me when i write too.. :'''[
Ya, and I don't want to cry bcuz after a while I start to cry hysterically and quietly until a fall asleep.....
That's so touching! Don't cry you told me not to so you shouldn't either! Oh god I'm crying now! Oops
Haha:)
Don't worry; I'm not crying anymore.
I wrote this for my best friends so they'll know that I haven't forgotten and never will.
That I still care even though I'm far away.
That I miss them more than anything in the universe even though I can be having the time of mi life.
I feel like crying for a little...
Aww!!
I ddint wanna make anyone cry:(
Geez, stupid me.....
Touching...made me wanna cry... :)
Awww!!!
Great, I made my Twiny almost cry too.....
Why do I have the tendency to make the people important to me cry when I write?
:)
That was deep man =)
^.^
XD I don't know..XD Maybe your writing is awesome! :)
Aww:)
Thnx twiny:)
u just made my day:D
XD You always make mine! :D or rather >:D if you think about how I smile... (Which I hardly do..XD)
Aww:)
....I swear u r mi good luck charm or something because after I read ur comment and replied, I had to go to basketball tryouts and I MADE THE TEAM!!!!!
and u need to smile more:D