Thank You, Buddy

I am someone who needs help. I am someone who is trapped in a dark, dark pit that some people call Life. I hate life. Life hates me. That's why I am almost the loneliest person in my universe. I want to have friends. Or maybe I should say I need to have friends. But I can't have friends. I can't talk. At all. I am mute. Now you may be thinking that I should learn sign language and then go out and find friends. Well, its not that easy, I mean, how many people in the state of New Mexico know the American sign language. Yeah. That's what I thought. PLUS I already know sign language- but like I said, no one else does. I live in a house by myself with 1 phone that barely works. I need to get a new one but I just don't feel like it .My name- that is very useless since it cannot be said- is Jeremy. One day I decided to go for a run.