Friends with benefits ;)

I live in Ireland and here people French-kiss without even loving each other , sometimes you don't even have to know the person you kiss (it's called meeting here) and if you never met anyone you were called a fridgit , I met 6 people in 5 months , my best friend called me a slut and I started to change , I tought to myself "If people call me a slut , I'm just going to be one for real" I know stupid. So after the 6 people I just said "yes" to everyone that asked me for a meet. Eventually I met 11 people in 2 weeks , I felt disgoused with myself and felt really bad , just like I was some piece of trash that fridgits use just not to be a fridgit any more , I did not even know half of them. I didn't tell any of my friends who I met or when I did it because I was afraid to loose them since I'm a slut. Anyway summer started and I went to a disco ( We have discos every month ) and there it happened my worst meet David , after him everything changed , he is like the ugliest guy in my town , I'm not pretty myself but he goes to the same class as my friends , Suzans , ex-boyfriend Lee .And Lee found out I met him and he told his best friend Kamil ( I knew Kamil for like 3 years then ) and they started texting me it went on for about 3 days and nights and finally they had a football training together ( Kamil and Lee ) and I was with my friend Domi ( Kamils sister ) on their estate ( Lee , Kamil and Domii live on the same estate ) and I got a text from Lee saying "hey" so i replied and we texted for a while and he said
"will u meet me"
At first I said no because he is my friends ex but he begged me because he only met one girl in his life which was 2 years ago so I agreed.



TBC