um, help?

heyy, um yeah. the intro says it all. after lunch, wen we all go outside, i play my usual soccer game with the guys. so, we're playing, and lemme tell you something. our soccer games arent crummy games where you just score goals and stuff. we have quarters, teams, and postions. we play on the field, and since we dont have that paint and a goal, we just do our best, and asked the phys ed teacher for cones. so, it was 30 sec left for the last quarter, and it was a tie, so i try to score. fail. im the only girl playing, besides the ref, and since they dont wanna touch me, they only go for the ball. so the defender sticks their foot out, stops the ball, and trips me. and stops me from eating mud. so, i get on my feet, (blushing like the devil) and theres 10 seconds left the ref yells(who is my bff, arianna) and the ball comes to my feet. i dodge the defender, and the goalie is tugh, and so i did my famous 'yellow card foot ball'. of course, in school, its not a yellow card. but for some reason, on rec(i dont do arsenal cuz i dont like travel sports) it is. the 'yellow card foot ball' is when my foot doesnt leave the ball when i score. i kick, and my foot goes on top of the ball. i stay on the ball while it rolls in, and throw myself into the 'goal', so they cant kick the ball out in time. i got hurt many times trying to perfect this. but now that its perfected, i always win for my school team with that. so, i win that, and the guys on my team high five me. me and my best guy friend get eachother in head locks(Alex). then arianna comes over and asks to talk to me. shes done this during games, and thats when she has her ref face. this was her bffl 'i need to talk about something your gonna hate but please listen' face. so i follow her behind the basket ball court.
"You have to get less physical with the guys" she says randomly.
"Yeah yeah, yeah...." i say absent mindedly with climbing the pole of the basket ball hoop.
"Jayden. Listen to me" she says, seriously. and i drop immediately from the middle of the pole. "We're going through changes, and when you and alex head locked yesterday, (no names) saw and now theres rumors that you guys are...together" she said quietly.
"WERE IN THE FREAKIN 5TH GRADE!' i yell a little too loudly.
"But..its true. Can you speak to Jake for me?" she asked, reminding me of a scared guinea pig.
"Why..???" i asked, scared.
"Well, everybody is starting to crush. Mine is Jake, yours is.." she said, somehow gaining confidence.
"Eww." i say.
"Whose yours?"
"Dont have one"
"If you had to choose."
"I'll answer cause being your bff, I know that unless i answer, you wont shut up. Well, Alex is out of the question, cause he's m'bro. Alen, nah. Jack, nah. Oh!"
"Who?"
"Do I have to say?"
"Yes"
"No. Bye!" and i skip off.






This has really been botherin me. Is it starting too early? It's....not natural. Second grade is wen 'coodies' stopped. (Though, for me, there was no such thing). Now is when this stopped. Here's an example of what I mean:
Katie walks to math, and drops her books. As she reaches for her textbook, John reaches at the same time. Their hands meet. Just a quick little brush. But it's enough to get a pack of boys(notice how i said pack, not group) jeering.
"John and Katie, sittin in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G!"
Now thats stopped. Our chairs at our desks have baskets at the bottom, so this guy in my class and i reach for our baskets, and accidentally come too close. We were saved by his bff, and arianna. GOD HELP ME!!!!! i feel so...awkward!