Help me!
I'm very confused. Please help out!
i am usally happy, but after while, i started to feel sad. not enough to make me cry. (but i don't , i'm afaid letting my emotion go.) i think about cutting myself (i don't... yet) i try i hard to figure out why i'm lonely. I am pretty lonely. but that shouldn't bother me. i have everything i ever wanted. i house my family and a dog. but i don't know why i'm sad. i call myself a dissumlation being. Meaning i hide my real emotions and i turn to a whole different person. at school, i'm hyper, always smiling, have awsome friends, and i am suppotive. But at home, i'm sad, quiet, a loner, and i write peoms about how i hate my lying being. i don't like lying.But my family is awsome and is hyper. i just don't feel like smiling and i always want to be alone. But sometimes, i become my dissumlation being so my family won't get curious. i really need help. i'm on the verge of cutting myself to hide my sorrow for reality. i know it's not healthy, but i don't know what to do. HELP ME!!!! PLEASE!!!!! Before it's too late for my white flame become black. I want my white raven to stay good. (Please Commet)
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Please give me some advice
hey just read it umm. I am almost in your exact position. 1) Listen to Music you like or makes you feel good.
2) If I am really strong emotioned about something like being ticked; I listen to good rock music with that emotion.
#) message me and we could have a farther disscustion
thx
I know you don't want your family to know, but the best thing for you is to let them know. They can help get you up and hyper again, and your family will always know what to do. Please. Tell your parents. You may think it's nothing now, but, who knows? You COULD wind up commiting suicide. I, and lots of others, would HATE to see you die. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
If you need any other advice, feel free to message me :)
i have told my family and they made me feel like i am loved. They made me realize that i am worth it. I had promise myself that i will never EVER commit suicide... EVER. i realize its patheic and weak and it shows that u lost the battle of life. And yes... suicide is a permanet thing. thats why i am living my life to the fullest. Because u can only have one life. why waste it. Thank u for responding. it made me happy that u would give me advice but im ok... if im troubled, i'll just come 2 u XD
I'm glad you decided to take my advice :D I'm glad you're still here. And yeah, if you're troubled you can talk to me anytime you like. I know how you feel. Anyways, I'm also glad that you told your family. I knew they would know what to do. Thank-you for deciding to do the right thing. It means a lot to me :)