Black Tuesday
hi, yall, sorry i havent done anything lately, but i got grounded, so technically i really shouldnt be on, but i found a way....
recently (10/25/11) i tried to committ suiside by drinking bleach, i was just so down.... dont judge me cuz im not gonna take anybody's crap. im in theropy now and im fine physically, but.... before i left the hospital, or, in order for them to release me, i had to agree to some councling or they dump me in a mental hospital for a few days..... not fun. sigh funny thing is, i feel more depressed than i did before i tried to committ suiside....
to all of those thinking of committing suiside if ur gonna try it with bleach, drink a lot of it and drink it fast. have small cups lined up and ready... its gonna be painful and ur tastebuds r gonna burn off, but it might kill u..... or if u just wanna do urself some harm,, a cup will do. i only drank about 3/4ths of half a cup and i still had to go to the hospital....
any questions???? wanna yell at me??? go right ahead, u arent the first
recently (10/25/11) i tried to committ suiside by drinking bleach, i was just so down.... dont judge me cuz im not gonna take anybody's crap. im in theropy now and im fine physically, but.... before i left the hospital, or, in order for them to release me, i had to agree to some councling or they dump me in a mental hospital for a few days..... not fun. sigh funny thing is, i feel more depressed than i did before i tried to committ suiside....
to all of those thinking of committing suiside if ur gonna try it with bleach, drink a lot of it and drink it fast. have small cups lined up and ready... its gonna be painful and ur tastebuds r gonna burn off, but it might kill u..... or if u just wanna do urself some harm,, a cup will do. i only drank about 3/4ths of half a cup and i still had to go to the hospital....
any questions???? wanna yell at me??? go right ahead, u arent the first
7 Comments
Whoa....... drinking bleach would have an even worse effect on me. My mom and I are allergic to it. So just that much would probably kill me. I once thought of suicide. I never acted on it because I realized that you can always find a ray of light even when the clouds are gray. And I'm here for ya. No matter what decision you make I will support it. No one should judge you untill they know what your going through. So I won't.
wow. no judgement here.I've often thought of suicide and almost did it once i stopped for some reason.I"m here if u wanna tlk or anything.
If you are having problems, feel free to message me and maybe I can help you.
ok first off, don't kill urself, i'll miss u and i'll help u through anything, no matter how tough, weird, or disturbing. I promise that I will always be there for u and if i'm not, don't try to kill urself, take it out on something outside so that you won't have thoughts of scuicide. ok i really don't want u to die.
dont worry. Its one of the things i'll regret for the rest of my life. i was stupid. i was just .... caught up in the moment.
it's ok i'll always b here. no matta what anyone says, you'll always b beautiful in my eyes even though i haven't seen u in person.
thank you very much