Random Babbling Cuz I'm Bored And Lonely

Well well well, fancy you would happen to actually take the time to read this! I appreciate you not just deleting it, cuz I know it gets pretty cluttered in the message inbox thingy sometimes, and whenever I log on I mostly delete everything unless it catches my eye. So either you're the person who looks at everything before deleting it, or this caught your eye for some reason. I say "for some reason" because I can't fathom how my random thoughts and babblings leaking from my brain to spill out on this page would engage your interest, it makes no real sense to me at all. What's so interesting about my thoughts, anyw-ZOMFG A COOKIE!!!!!!!!! Gobbles it Nom nom nom nom nom...Mmm, chocolate chip with almonds. Yummy! That's my favorite cookie type...although plain cookie dough is a close second!!! Tummy rumbles Oh gawd I'm making myself hungry...then again maybe that's cuz I didn't eat much today. Not cuz I'm anorexic or anything, I had a small breakfast cuz I was short on time, no lunch cuz I forgot to make one, and small dinner cuz it was this icky stew stuff I dun like. At all. Focuses suddenly Oopsie, I just realized I was sidetracked for a little bit. So reader, tell me, are my thoughts interesting to you? Confuzzling? Amusing? Strange? I imagine "all of the above" is true, but maybe not Shrug I don't know how you may or may not think. I'm only a silly-sometimes epically failing and often silly/stupid as well as klutzy and giggly-adolescent girl, after all. I don't know all that much...all though I can sign the chorus to the song Proud To Be An American. You know, that one song? It goes "And I'm proud to be an American, where at least I know I'm free. And I won't forget the men who died, and gave that right to me. And I'll gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. Cuz there ain't no doubt I love this land, GOD BLESS THE U.S.A.!!" That song? If ya still don't know it, google it or youtube it or something similar. That song makes me think of vet's day...my Grampa's a veteran. He was in the air force. I'm gonna visit him this Friday-it should be fun. I haven't seen him in forever, and I've really missed him-he's the only member of my bio family I still talk to. He's funny, crazy, kind, weird, tall, strong, brave, getting old...he helped smooth over the adoption process with my bio parents, and he always looks at both sides of a situation before making a decision. And he always chooses what he sees as the best option, even if it doesn't always serve his own happiness or make things easier on him. I love him so much, and it's been months since I've seen him, so I'm pretty psyched to see him Friday!! Smile Oh, I just remembered: NO SCHOOL FRIDAY!! WOOHOO!! Whoops and dances around as dorkishly as humanly possible, laughing and cheering and just being loud and crazy Sorry had to do that-I rarely get to sleep in anymore, so I'm very excited at the prospect of not having to get up literally at the crack of dawn. Is excited and grinning Anyhoo...I'm starting to run out of things to say, I think. Shrugs Not sure though-I can probably keep going for a while yet. It's getting a bit late, but this is my norm-telling my parents I'm going to bed, going through the motions, flipping my light off...and then turning my lamp on, climbing under the covers, and turning my laptop on to sneak on here. Grins like the badass she knows she is Funny how I never get caught or grounded, huh? I get in trouble so much, my grades aren't the best, I sneak around my parents all the time, yet I never get caught by them!! They're so oblivious, it's sad. Actually, it makes me really sad to think about. Frowns, suddenly 100% sober Dad is out of town on business a lot, and I hate the step-bitch. The rest of my family is always hiding away in their rooms or has already moved out. It's like they're missing everything that's happening in my life. Shakes head sadly It's downright depressing to think about-especially since Daddy's leaving again on Monday. That actually pisses me off, cuz he and I were supposed to go to a daddy-daughter dance at school on Monday, and now we can't go cuz he'll be in Saudi Arabia! I'm so damn sick of him always cancelling on me for work purposes. Randomly changes the subject before she starts crying Anyhoo, other than that life in general is going pretty good for me. Well, not exactly great, but still...it's about as good as you can expect for an adolescent bisexual girl. Oh, random question for the girls: If we knew each other in real life, and I told you I was bi, would you suddenly treat me different? Would you stop hugging me? Or quit looking me directly in the eye when you talk to me? Or completely cut off our friendship? Or, would you do none of the above, and just deal with it as best you can? Just curious. Well, I'm all out of things to say, my head hurts, and I'm insanely tired. Wow, I used like a thousand-ish letters, I think...or no, maybe...whatever, as of the end of this sentence the "characters remaining" thing under the text box says 19900. So subtract that from whatever the original number is, and that's how many letters I used. And wow, I really need to shut the hell up already, don't I? Clamps her lips shut, pantomiming locking her lips and throwing away the key. After waving goodbye, exits gracefully from the room, only tripping over her own feet once XD


Bye y'all! Thanks again for putting up with my random babbling!!! Luff yew all, you're amazing and beautiful and perfect in your own special way! Never forget that!!! Okay, shutting up for realz now-bye!! Ttyl Shuts up for real

~Andy