Dr. Who fan venting randomly. Beware. Spoilers.

For the first time in a long time I bawled my eyes out for a TV show character.

For those of you wondering it was because of the ending of an episode of a British sci fi tv show called Doctor who, which is basically about an alien time lord who tries to save all humanity and never dies. How could I cry from that you ask? Well if you want no spoilers I suggest you don't read the next few lines or paragraphs or whatever it end up being.

I was at my friend Breanna's house, who is also a Doctor who fan, an we were having a mini marathon of some episodes, starting with the weeping angels and finally ending with the reptile beings that used to inhabit the earth and now want it back from the humans.

Anyway, we were just getting to the ending of that reptile episode, and we're figuring 'oh nothing can go wrong now! It's almost the end of the episode! There definitely won't be any sort of plot twist!' (of course that's an exaggeration of how clueless we were to all the foreshadowing, but that how I feel like I was XD) Then all of a sudden that one reptile lady who's sister was killed comes out and tries to shoot the doctor, but Rory- another big character, who is Amy Pond's fioncé- jumps into the path of the laser and gets shot instead.

Of course at this point we're all still calm like 'Oh, he'll be fine! The good guys always manage to escape!' (*shakes head ashamedly*) then boom. He's gone. No twist. No way he's coming back. Just some final words to Amy and a dead body. And not only that but he's getting enveloped by the light that destroys your ever existing.

And the worst bit of it is is that Amy actually forgets about him!! It seems like she was going to keep him in her heart, but NO. The Tardis had to jolt right at that crucial moment and break her concentration on Rory. Gone. Never to be seen again. Boom. And the only one who remembers him is the Doctor.

Without realizing it, while I was watching I had started to cry. Breanna was looking at me as if to say 'get over it R.J., it's just a TV show' but I just couldn't stop myself!

Anyway, thanks for listening to me vent about probably completely random things. And to you who kept reafin even though you knew there were spoilers, thanks, but please don't blame me for spoiling stuff. I think I warned you pretty well. ;)

wishing Rory could live love and laugh again,

~R.J.