To Fred

Dear Fred
I have only just realised
What you meant to me
My sunshine
My rainbow on a cloudy day
I will miss you
With all my friends
Life could never be the same
Without you
My tears
Fall like raindrops
Uncontrollable
I can't stop, Fred
I will never really know you
Until I die
And I am truly with you
My sadness is a flood
It floods my whole body
Until there is nothing left
To make me happy
That is why I am sad
I'm not the only one
So many miss you
If only you could come back
Everyday I think
About how life was with you
I never realised
How much you were to me
I dont know how
I could survive without
Your memories in my head
So I will never forget your face
Or your laugh
Your pranks will always be
Remembered
I hope its nice
Up there
In heaven
I know that is where
You will be
There was not a bit
Of bad or evil
In your heart
Your heart, that has claimed
So many
Never to be forgotten
I remember Fred
I remember what it was like
To have you
By my side
Pulling pranks
Laughing
If only
If only you were still here
To help me
Fred
Pranks are not real
Without you
If only you were still here
I remember Fred
I remember
And I will never forget
You are still alive
In everyones hearts
Fred
I Love You