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Please...No pity...I hate PITY ON ME.
Hello...I've been dealing with more problems than most of you would think....Most of all, Depression. I also can't stop cutting myself. Literally. I go to school, I pick up a lead pencil and scratch myself. I pick up a knife and cut myself. I need help. I get alot of sucidal thoughts, I sometimes try to commit sucide without knowing it. Strangling myself with scarfs, with my jacket, with anything. I overdose on things (Well, most of the times, it's depression pills...but it really doesn't do anything...) I just don't know what to do.....I don't want to tell someone....It usually gets worse and most of the time, they ignore me. I don't want to go take a break from Quibblo, I like it too much and I can't leave my friends. I need some help....and some cake.....
-DAINA
-DAINA
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Please Neare ... I'm here for you
I know that.....I try to live for you guys...but still.......
Neare you cant give up keep resisting the erges
I know...and what's erges? Did you mean urges, Meh, never mind that then, But I will and I will try my hardest to not bow to anything liek THAT anymore.
Please don't. It gets better. You may not think it does, but it will. It did for me, and I had lost all hope. I used to cut myself. My parents found out and sent me to a counselor. Granted, that didn't do anything, so I had to take care of it myself. I turned to music and God. Turn to something that you truly love, the thing that's keeping you alive. And message me if you need help
My friends already know I cut...The teachers too.....Do they care? No they don't. I don't speak up not because I'm afraid too...I'm afraid of being ignored once more. I turned to my friends and music, still, they don't help much.....
I know you're strong enough to fight this. It's okay, I had no one to help me, either. But I managed. And you can, too. I know you can.
...If two people you knew and loved commited sucide....wouldn't you want to do the same? My twin brother (who was already dying of cancer) Commited sucide this Halloween....My older friend, who was like a sister, Daina (As you would know, also named Michelle....I took her name.....As a mermory...) commited sucide 2 years ago, right before my mom's and other best friends. As you could see, I would want to commit sucide to be with the ones I love.....hardly anyone on earth right now cares about me
Please don't commit suicide!!!!!! PLEASE DON"T!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'd miss you! (:'O
Please try not to cut yourself or overdose! That's horrible for you!
If you need help, ask someone! Don't hurt yourself!
Please please PLEASE don't commit suicide!!!!!
I try not too.....I don't want to ask anyone I know. They 1)ignore me 2)Laugh 3)Think it's a joke 4)Help me and then betray me later 5)I don't trust alot 6)they don't care. 7)they make it worse.
I promise my friends till the end...but depression is always taking over. It's cracking me up, making me mad, insane, mental...I talk to myself, act like a sadtistic idiot (the idiot part is down a lng time ago...) But self-harm? that's harder....
No D!! Do not leave me here!! Until the end!!! You promised...
It is until the end. I promised. My promise...Is a promise. A Vow forever.
I promise I won't do any of those things! I really do!
Please don't :'( I know it's hard, but you will be with them eventually. Now isn't your time, though. You're too young. You have so much potential to do something in the world. Please don't end that too soon. Please keep fighting.
Im really sorry.... i hope u feel better, but I dont really know how to help u. I'm not so good with advice. Maybe you can ask a parent to buy u cake tomorrow? :)
maybe u can try instead of taking to many depression pills, u can drink water, or something. Try to find something u like and focus ur mind on that instead! like u can draw how u feel or something! just dont think suicide it only makes it worse. If u love quibblo so much, u can be on here as something to get ur mind off it. if your other friends wont listen or care, u still have us! We can help u through it. We'll do whatever it takes. Try finding inspiration, write stories about things you luv!
gives you a big piece of cake :(