See It

Never leave away from here.
You're loved here and I need you.
Jump into alone my dear,
I bet I'll fear the fall you never knew.

Do you know why I asked you not to go?
I forget where we used to stand.
I understand why you left, I know.
I just hope you don't forget me when you land.

They always say change can be a good thing.
Who are "they", and why did they speak it?
I personally think it gets worse, I knew it would sting.
They don't know they didn't share it.

'It' being the hidden term love,
Not keeping secrets, but always leaving a trail.
I fell for you no I fell above.
God died for us and I would surely die for you with a nail.

I have regret pushing me down,
My armor is a smile, a fake smile.
I didn't want you to ever leave from town,
I of course did, and keeping that record, a file, a thin small little
office file.

I miss you and I didn't know what I thought.
Now I know I love you.
I have thought about it a lot.
Maybe I don't know what love is, maybe I do.

Snowflakes can melt it's a short and simple life.
They don't know what it feels like to be, different?
This feeling inside me cuts me like a knife.
They never will know what I meant.

I thought for you to stay, but some days I can't remember why.
I'm assuming it's from this different amazement,
Amazement meaning everything about you I can't even try.
Love is powerful, but in order to work, it needs your consent.

I've had a few "best friends",
All of which I have lost but two.
I guess all I did was give my hand, or maybe just lends.
From loss and pain I never would have thought I would have grew.

The past, I'm moving forward.
Realizing it was me, not the neighbor girl, not you, me.
Stand beside me, or at least near me, possibly toward.
I would do anything to get you back, I'd cross a sea.

I have learned from the hard, core truth,
Love is almost impossible to keep up without God.
That's just how this world works, you have to pick a booth.
Just pretend, continue on, and just nod.

You learn many lessons throughout your lifetime.
A really good lesson though, is mistakes.
Always different, if you truly learn, they never rhyme.
However, you cannot, no matter how much you want to, do any
retakes.

I swear that there has never been a day that I have not thought
about you.
I hope you know that, something for you to know, too,
This love could be different or new.
So I guess this is my open letter to you:

A miraculous, breath-taking, beautiful, shinning star,
Only noticeable to some eyes.
You're always so close in thought, but yet distant, yet not too far.
Please, whatever you think, don't think any of these are lies.

Sometimes, all you need to get through the day is a small push.
A memory, something to hold onto when all you have left is
stored away for the day.
An amazing memory or remembrance or just an excitement rush.
A video played in my head, a sunshine ray.

I hope you understand that you can keep me up at night,
Good and bad, smiles and tears.
I'm not afraid of the dark because you are my light.
I'm not afraid to fall asleep because somehow you push away my
fears.

I don't like when I have a dream about you,
It will come to an end.
The sunshine that grew,
The message from the alarm clock, sadly it completed the send.

I wouldn't ask you for a ring,
I can't aim, I can't catch, and I'll probably miss.
But if I could tell you one more thing,
I would tell you this:

When I'm close to the end of my minutes,
I hope you're what I think of.
When you close your eyes for the last time, see it,
I hope you'll think of me from above.

I miss you with everything I've got,
But I love you,
I love you a lot.
All I want is for you to love me too.

You're beautiful, and don't worry.
I'm okay.
I'm moving forward with my life story,
Just please stay...