My Sister.
Hey Guys, this is just about my sister. (shes myolder sister).
Dearest My Sister Jess,
Why do you hurt yourrself? Cant you see how much we love you? This is the third time youve ended up in hospital in two weeks sis. Cant you see that its not only you that this is hurting, it Mum and Dad, me, Kirsten (my younger sister), Luke (my younger brother), Xanthea (her girlfriend), and even our cousin. Jess when you were young you were always a little different but you were never like this. I want the old you back. I want my sister back .Youre so consumed with this thaty you dont know how its killing us too Jesse.
Youre my older sister, youre meant to be protecting us- not the other way around.
I know you cant help it but try- I hate seeing the scars on your wrists, your stomach, your legs. Jess youre so beautiful. Why cant you see that? I just want you better! Is that what Borderline Personality Disorder does to person, takes such a sweet innocent person and changes them in ways that you cant even recognise them anymore? Im so closed up these days, because Im scared for you, sis.
Jess, please get better. Were here for you.
"Its like youre already gone, were just waiting for the call." Mum said this Jess. Cant you see we want you-- scratch that, Need you?
Jess please get better.
I love you.
I cant see you like this anymore. Cant you see that everytime you overdoes or self harm is another charge straight to my heart? All of our hearts? Jess I sit here in tears writing this. Everytime youre in hospital I cry- should I? THe things you say when youa re in hospital are so horrible. I cant even recognise my sister anymore. Please come back Jess.
I know we never got along so great but please for the love of god get better.
I love you.
*From youre little sister,
Shanny
Why do you hurt yourrself? Cant you see how much we love you? This is the third time youve ended up in hospital in two weeks sis. Cant you see that its not only you that this is hurting, it Mum and Dad, me, Kirsten (my younger sister), Luke (my younger brother), Xanthea (her girlfriend), and even our cousin. Jess when you were young you were always a little different but you were never like this. I want the old you back. I want my sister back .Youre so consumed with this thaty you dont know how its killing us too Jesse.
Youre my older sister, youre meant to be protecting us- not the other way around.
I know you cant help it but try- I hate seeing the scars on your wrists, your stomach, your legs. Jess youre so beautiful. Why cant you see that? I just want you better! Is that what Borderline Personality Disorder does to person, takes such a sweet innocent person and changes them in ways that you cant even recognise them anymore? Im so closed up these days, because Im scared for you, sis.
Jess, please get better. Were here for you.
"Its like youre already gone, were just waiting for the call." Mum said this Jess. Cant you see we want you-- scratch that, Need you?
Jess please get better.
I love you.
I cant see you like this anymore. Cant you see that everytime you overdoes or self harm is another charge straight to my heart? All of our hearts? Jess I sit here in tears writing this. Everytime youre in hospital I cry- should I? THe things you say when youa re in hospital are so horrible. I cant even recognise my sister anymore. Please come back Jess.
I know we never got along so great but please for the love of god get better.
I love you.
*From youre little sister,
Shanny
9 Comments
Is your sis emo? If so, tell her to stop. Life is a miracle that God granted upon us. God is constantly trying to build a temple out of love, yet all humans bring him is stone. Tell her this. And also tell her to stop bringing stones to God and bring Love instead.
ComputerKitty,
I'm not emo. None of my friends are emo. But you can't tell somebody not to be emo...
She is but she cant help it, she has a mental disorder.
Ana, that is beautiful! But what Jess has is a type of depression. But again yes she is Emo cause Emo means emotionally unstable. I hope for all of your sakes including jess's that she can find her light of life again. Send her my love.
When did I call anyone emo? I said IF.
.............I'm so sorry...
It's not your fault
Ana, that is beautiful! But what Jess has is a type of depression. But again yes she is Emo cause Emo means emotionally unstable. I hope for all of your sakes including jess's that she can find her light of life again. Send her my love
Thank you. I will do. I know she can get through it.