Common Pain

Your killing me slowly
The more your gone
The more I drink
Making my heart try to full the emptiness
One love sick mess
Letting out my pain to strangers
Yet who give me warmth after you left me in the cold
Everyday I'm just melancholy
Pulling out a pack and smoke
Setting my mind loose in the wind
Should I kill myself and let them laugh like demons?
Or just live and give angels relief?
Say you love me at least a little
Though you now love me less
And love another more
Still keep loving me a long time in a memory
Making me weep at night
I'm going away...
Not to fall in love
But to get lost and hurt
I'll hide from love for now
Then in time maybe it will find me
Now I'll fly...up and away