For My Beautiful BTF
Dear BTF...
I know you dont have the best life,and hey look at mine.But youll pull through,because im going to always be here for you,no matter what.I know what it feels like to have no reason why you should live anymore.You think that ending your life will make it all better.But in actull fact..It makes it worse,for everyone who loves you.Whats the point on harming yourself with a blade,when all its going to do is make u hurt evern more.You dont see what it does to you.You dont need to do that.It just makes you want to keep doing it,and the more you do.The more you think bad things.Your family may not be their for you but what about all the people who are.Where always going to be here for you,and even if they arnt i am.You have a whole life werth living,you need to remember the good not the bad.Forget what has happened and pick yourself up and move on.I know it hard,i havent even fully done that yet.But dont remind yourself about all the bad beautiful remind yourself of the good.Always remember MATT haha always remember tht someone out there will miss you like crazy if you leave us now.I know i sure would.Your the one who has gotten me through so much,and i dont know what i would be doing.Maybe i would be in the same possition as you.Could you imagine that,i can and i sure dont want too.I mean this with all my heart your amazing gorgeous.Dont Give Up Yet.....
xox your BTF
I know you dont have the best life,and hey look at mine.But youll pull through,because im going to always be here for you,no matter what.I know what it feels like to have no reason why you should live anymore.You think that ending your life will make it all better.But in actull fact..It makes it worse,for everyone who loves you.Whats the point on harming yourself with a blade,when all its going to do is make u hurt evern more.You dont see what it does to you.You dont need to do that.It just makes you want to keep doing it,and the more you do.The more you think bad things.Your family may not be their for you but what about all the people who are.Where always going to be here for you,and even if they arnt i am.You have a whole life werth living,you need to remember the good not the bad.Forget what has happened and pick yourself up and move on.I know it hard,i havent even fully done that yet.But dont remind yourself about all the bad beautiful remind yourself of the good.Always remember MATT haha always remember tht someone out there will miss you like crazy if you leave us now.I know i sure would.Your the one who has gotten me through so much,and i dont know what i would be doing.Maybe i would be in the same possition as you.Could you imagine that,i can and i sure dont want too.I mean this with all my heart your amazing gorgeous.Dont Give Up Yet.....
xox your BTF
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Thank you