R.J. Is having some guy troubles... :(
Never thought I'd have to write a story like this one, but hey! Here I am! :(
As some of you may know, a guy in my school named CJ -that's not his real name, it's a code for the website- has had a crush on me since last year in like maybe November or December. Even up until now, he still likes me.
Now you're thinking 'then what's the problem R.J.?? If he likes you then go for it!'
Well.. I'm not sure if I like him back.
See I'm what could be specified as a person who's "scared of love". (Ironic right? Considering everything i write has romance in it! XD) Therefore in my 14 years of wreaking havoc on this planet I have never like- liked anyone, and pushed back my crushes to the depths of my soul.
So now for him to like me I'm not sure how to respond. Especially since he thinks I like him back. (which in a way is true, but I don't know which way that is yet. Ah, the mystery of a girl's mind.. :/)
And he knows that I know he likes me. He texts me a lot, and he even admits that he has feelings for me (it takes some time to think how to respond to those texts) he even sometimes makes subtle moves on me. and now even my parents are starting to get suspicious because he asked me to go to a movie last week. (We were with some friends, but he hinted on going alone.)
Plus I'd feel bad if I rejected him after so long because of all the factors above, and the fact that I recently learned that states 'if you like someone for more than 3 months you're in love. And unless my sense of time is extremely messed up, over a year is more than 3 months for him liking me!! :(
So down in the comments, please don't just say something like 'Who cares! Just go for it!' because I'm really confused, but my heart's telling me that what I feel for him isn't love. What should I do if he asks me out?? And if he doesn't ask me out, and this sense of purgatory in romantic form keeps up then someone else asks me out what should I do? (DX GAH!! So confusing!!)
So with that awfully, terribly, horribly awkward and hard to answer ending, please leave a suggestion down below if you can think of one. I'll understand if you don't, because I sure as hell can't. :(
Thank you so much, and until next time, Sayonara.
ライリー
P.S. If you can read that without a translating mechanism of any kind the n you know my full first name and you get a cookie. XD
Now you're thinking 'then what's the problem R.J.?? If he likes you then go for it!'
Well.. I'm not sure if I like him back.
See I'm what could be specified as a person who's "scared of love". (Ironic right? Considering everything i write has romance in it! XD) Therefore in my 14 years of wreaking havoc on this planet I have never like- liked anyone, and pushed back my crushes to the depths of my soul.
So now for him to like me I'm not sure how to respond. Especially since he thinks I like him back. (which in a way is true, but I don't know which way that is yet. Ah, the mystery of a girl's mind.. :/)
And he knows that I know he likes me. He texts me a lot, and he even admits that he has feelings for me (it takes some time to think how to respond to those texts) he even sometimes makes subtle moves on me. and now even my parents are starting to get suspicious because he asked me to go to a movie last week. (We were with some friends, but he hinted on going alone.)
Plus I'd feel bad if I rejected him after so long because of all the factors above, and the fact that I recently learned that states 'if you like someone for more than 3 months you're in love. And unless my sense of time is extremely messed up, over a year is more than 3 months for him liking me!! :(
So down in the comments, please don't just say something like 'Who cares! Just go for it!' because I'm really confused, but my heart's telling me that what I feel for him isn't love. What should I do if he asks me out?? And if he doesn't ask me out, and this sense of purgatory in romantic form keeps up then someone else asks me out what should I do? (DX GAH!! So confusing!!)
So with that awfully, terribly, horribly awkward and hard to answer ending, please leave a suggestion down below if you can think of one. I'll understand if you don't, because I sure as hell can't. :(
Thank you so much, and until next time, Sayonara.
ライリー
P.S. If you can read that without a translating mechanism of any kind the n you know my full first name and you get a cookie. XD
23 Comments
Uhmmm... I've gone through this and I have no way to respond and I'm sorry. If he asks you out just tell him what you've typed in this story: You're not sure of your feelings yet. But I think you should at least give him a chance. Hopefully you'll figure this out and good luck!
I'm not saying "who cares? Go for it" But I am saying that if you do think that you might have feelings for him go for it. You never know what might happen. If things work out well great! If not at least you can say you tried. But since you've been burrying your feelings then maybe you really do like him and your so used to ignoring those feelings you don't realize it anymore. Plus if you really didn't have those kinds of feelings for him you wouldn't have posted this. Thats just what I think.
You have a good point... :) thanks for the advice!
But do what you think is right. Good luck!!
But do what you think is right. Good luck!!
is your name Riley?
Correct! :D *gives a cookie*
Well, if you really are unsure about him, maybe you shouldn't go out with him for the time being. Who knows? Maybe it'll just get awkward between the two of you if something goes wrong.
being a teenager is all about finding out who you are. or so ive been told. but anyway, you should give it a try with the guy if you like him. i understand being afraid of love, my parents are divored also. so do what feels right i guess
Well, just buy yourself some more time to think it over.
JamesPotterandLilyEvanskindofstoryOMGMyfangirlheart.
Ignore that.
Well the thing is, in life you have to learn from mistakes. You have to learn from experiences and this could be a chance. I'm not telling you a posh version of 'Who cares? Go for it,' I'm leaving it to you.
To overcome fears, you have to face them.
:)
I think you should just tell him nicely that you don't like him the way he likes you. I know it could be hard, but sometimes, you just gotta do it :)