My Songs

Declare me broken
I'm losing hope again
Better off unspoken
And covered by the skin
I'm almost all gone
Please give me your hand
Too hard to hold on
When i don't fit the plan

If i could show you
Whats hiding in plain sight
You'd know the reasons
Why i gave up the fight
I lost my grip now
No longer safe and sound
I'm falling fast now
And heading towards the ground

And when it hits i will get hurt
But im too far gone to get much worse
Nothing hurts the worst
But i know its what i deserve
Repeat it over and over and over and over again
Again
Over and over and over
Its over again

If I could find one
Thing to hold on to
I would try to
Make it be you
But you don't want that
And i cant blame you
If i were you then
I would hate me too

I've felt your poison
Such seductive sin
Corrupt my heart til
It no longer mends
But its not all you
Most of it was me
But i want you
Long live the misery

And when it hits I will get hurt
But im too far gone to get much worse
Nothing hurts the worst
But i know its what i deserve
Repeat it over and over and over and over again
Again
Over and over and over
Its over again

We all have demons
Sometimes i let mine slip
We all have reasons
We all have little tricks
I fake obsession
So i can hide my heart
Its wrapped in duct tape
So it wont fall apart

Guess im addicted
I'll never have enough
You'll only hurt me
But maybe i like it rough
You are the reason
That i can face the day
A temporary
Color to the gray