PLEASE READ!!!!! R.I.P Abby. DX

R.I.P. Abby!!!!! DX

Brie’s words:

I am numb writing this. My hands are shaking, the tears are rolling down my cheeks, and she was the one i usually cried to when i had these problems. It doesn't help that my step-mom hates me right now and that my dad is on a business trip.
Abby was my twin. (A friend who is sooooooo like me it’s scary). She was my very first friend that i ever had and we stayed friends.
She was in a band, the drummer. She did gymnastics, and she LOVED to draw nature and take pics. She wasn't into singing. She spoke English, French, Spanish and Italian.
There wasn't a day when she didn't smile, laugh, pulled pranks, and/or made new friends. She was always there when you needed her, a shoulder to cry on or a friend to kick the guts out of that person that made you cry.
She was taken by the most sweetest guy on the planet, he was always there for her, but then he had to move. They both agreed that the long distance relationship wouldn't work.
She was bullied because she wasn't afraid to be herself. She dressed the way she wanted not because she wanted to be cool. She felt sorry for the people who made fun of her because they were afraid. She would always smile and comfort them when they were sad, even though the very next day they would go back to making fun of her. She was cut down, and mentally and physically beaten up, her family tore apart, and she was losing hope.
Today, 11-18-2011 was the last day that i saw her. I said goodbye not knowing that i would never see her again, not knowing that i would never get to hear her laugh again, not knowing that my first best friend in the whole wide world would never get married and have children of her own.
Suicide sucks, and my friend, Abby, is just one of the victims. Know this if those people had just left her alone she might be alive today. Today when she died no one would have guessed she planned it. She was all happy and laughing and gave me advice for what dress i should wear to the next dance

Brie’s words:

Abby I love you like a sister. You will always be in my heart, mind, and soul. I will never forget about you and your dreams. I will never again get to see your shining face.
I know that she wouldn't want me to be sad, but i can’t be happy. She just tore my heart apart, ripped my soul in two.
I am mad at her but nothing compared to those bullies on Monday when school starts i will confront them and tell them what they did. (Brie did do that, thank you)
Abby was found dead in the park with a multiple letters in her hand. Addressed to me, her brother, her sister, and the boy that had to move.
I miss you Abby.

My words:

Abby, I may never have known you. But you sound like a great friend. A great friend to Brie and anyone else you had ever known.
I may not have known you, but I will remember you like I did know you. I wish I had gotten the chance to know you.
Right now, I am that close to tears, I can’t believe it. You left Brie, your sister, your brother and the boy you had to move all alone. Made them hollow inside. Those damn bullies. I wish I could find them, and slap them like Brie did herself. I have a hole inside me now. Not knowing you, Brie knowing you who is a great friend. I see the qualities you saw in Brie. I do, really I do. Brie is great. I can tell why she was your best friend Abby.
Abby, just know that I’ll always be there waiting for you. Wanting to talk to you. To get to know you. The sad thing is, I will be waiting a very, very long time for any of this. I may never get to know you. But I always will want to know you. Forever and always. It now feels like I lost you as well. When Brie 1st told me. I was so shocked. Then I read this, and I cried when I did. So, there, I wish you were still here. Still with Brie.
Brie, I am here for you, you know that. Forever I will be there for you. I am so sorry about Abby.
All I can say is, that I will send this out every year. On the 11-18-11. Next year it will be a year. Then two, Then god knows how many. I will most likely lose track. But know, I will send this out every year. I will also add an extra page every year 2 this.
Again, I feel a little bit hollow. I am so sorry, Brie.
Abby, may your soul rest in peace.

In loving memory of Abby, and in honour of one of my best friends, Brie.

I miss you also Abby, though I will never know you.