my life
my life
Chapter 1
my life
My life you may think was great but growing up i was a poor child eatting the same thing some times nothing.My dad and my mom were always fighting badly.I have had things happend to me that i do not like to say but it was when i was 8 very young.when i was 7 my parents spilt up and my mom turned to drugs.My mom was beat because this guy wanted somthing and she did not have it.I was so mad but i was only 8 and i did not no what to do so i just sat there golding my mom and then he did somthing to me while my mom was asleep sp you never knew.My friend died when i was 11 from a brain-tummer.(oh i miss him)When my mom and dad faught it was not just punching an dkicking it was pulling out knives and all that and i am the oldeat out of my syblings so i had to watch them i used to sit under the table scremming and crying because my mom got cut in the neck with a knive and she fell to the ground then my mom stabed my dad in the leg and he fell.My sister at this time was only 6 months.My brother was 3.I was 7.I had to call 911 because of the fighting once and i always ran over to my next door neighbors and i hated to do it but i had no chose but to because if i did not i could have been cut and not of been here today thank god that i live with my grandparents now.but,i am bout to live with my dad again.my dog got stabbed repatly and then was shot.my cat got shot on pourpose when i was 7.I was always moving to differnt places.and i am so bulleyd write now because i am different and i care about everything and i hate it so unch so so so so so so so so so so so so so munch i wish i did not have my life.



10 Comments
Oh my god. I can't believe what has happened to you. I feel very srry. I want u to kno that u r not alone. I kno wat it's like to lose ferns and ppl have gone through wat u hav. Were here 4 u. Words r all that I can give to u for the time being.
awww thank you love
I'm so sorry for you.....I know how it feels......
=(
I'm very sorry that you had to go through a bunch of cr@p that absolutely no one should have to go through. Your definitely not alone and you have a bunch of friends hereon quibblo that care about you. Things always get better:)
yeah that is very sad my friend. Hey if you ever need to vent out you can message me. I am sorry about your friend too. I know you know he is in a better place and finally at Peace.
You are not alone I agree with LovesMusic4Ever.
Keep your head up my friend, its troubles such as these that make a person stronger and better than most poeple.
I'm so sorry for you! I know how you feel. If I were you, I'd want another life. Unfortunantly, this is your only life, and you have to make it as good as you can. Nobody should've gone though what you have. I know you're a good person, and you didn't deserve what happened. Message me if you need someone to talk to.
thank you so munch all of yall
That sucks. i Hope ur happy now.
ya i am i got the greatest peason to love and care for me when i need him