I Need To Get This...
A few months ago, things were not so great for me. I lost a close friend over something stupid, my friends ignored me, I got in fights with my mom and my grades were dropping. I fell into a depression and wrote poems about it, mostly about morbid stuff with some hate. Time ticked by oh so slowly.
Then, after talking to Jonas for awhile, things started to brighten up. Although I'm still not friends with my ex best friend, I have long since gotten over it. My friends don't ignore me anymore. I don't get in fights with my mom hardly and my grades went up. I fought my depression and stopped with the poems.
Now, my life is amazing at school but horrible at home.
At school, I'm with my now boyfriend, Jonas, my friends are fun, my grades are still rising...I'm enjoying it.
At home, I fight with my mom more, my dad sometimes turning on me in it. My relationship with my mother has become horrible and I enjoy getitng away from home. I have resorted to going to school, trying to spend the night at friends houses as much as I can to get away from her. And when I can't do that, I lock myself up in my room, trying to keep her out.
Is this all that there is with her? Constant fights? Because of her, I'm losing my emotions towards her. I don't want to go places with her. I want nothing to do with her. I long the day when I am able to leave.
I'm a horrible daughter for this.
Then, after talking to Jonas for awhile, things started to brighten up. Although I'm still not friends with my ex best friend, I have long since gotten over it. My friends don't ignore me anymore. I don't get in fights with my mom hardly and my grades went up. I fought my depression and stopped with the poems.
Now, my life is amazing at school but horrible at home.
At school, I'm with my now boyfriend, Jonas, my friends are fun, my grades are still rising...I'm enjoying it.
At home, I fight with my mom more, my dad sometimes turning on me in it. My relationship with my mother has become horrible and I enjoy getitng away from home. I have resorted to going to school, trying to spend the night at friends houses as much as I can to get away from her. And when I can't do that, I lock myself up in my room, trying to keep her out.
Is this all that there is with her? Constant fights? Because of her, I'm losing my emotions towards her. I don't want to go places with her. I want nothing to do with her. I long the day when I am able to leave.
I'm a horrible daughter for this.
14 Comments
You're not a horrible daughter, I have a lot of fights with my mum too, mainly because we're alike so much. Tell her how you feel, and try to stay calm during it. If she insults you, try to view it as if you're someone else, as if it's not you she's insulting. Escaping will only make things worse, I think you might need to talk things out... Good luck!
I don't think you are being a horrible daughter. I think your mom is being mean by yelling at you all the time, especially when you have been down for awhile. That's not right. I don't think you are doing anything wrong. I would do the same thing if I was in your situation.
What eveyone is beautiful said, its true buts its okay to feel bad, i feel like that too dometimes
I agree with @Everyone_Is_Beautiful. Good luck!
You aren't horrible daughter. I used to fight with my dad, resulting in alot of violent fist fights. Tell her how you feel.... It's totally not right for a parent to yell at their kids all the time... I wish you the best of luck. I am not much help most of the time.... I feel the same most of the time, just for you to know...
I feel ya kid. I'm like that. But with my father..
Your not a horrible father. It's okay to do that. It's normal. But, try to get along with her. It's best to work things out, and not keep it like that forever. Try to talk to her, work things out. Good Luck, I know you can do this! We have faith! :D
LOLLOLOLOLO FAIL NOT FATHER DAUGHTER LOL. My friend was taling to me and she said father and yeah..
you aren't a horrible daughter. I used to have fights with my mom evrynight about
stupid stuff and i would end up blocking her out of my life. Then my father had to go away on a buisness trip for half a year i learned tht when he wasn't around, the only person i could really go to when i needed something was my mom. I kno things seem bad but you have to kno your mom will always be there for you.
Hope things get better for you =(
I used to have fights with my mom every time we talked but we finally sat down and we compromised. I hated her yelling at me when she told me to do something and she agreed to stop yelling at me. Now we get along great, I think it will just take some time and some understanding and you and ur mom will be on better terms