Today(A suicide poem)

Today I thought of letting go
And wondered how the pain couldn't show
You said I was week
And you let me fall

Today I thought of ending it
The pain was too much to bear
And you didn't give a care

Today I decided to let go
Because I am tired of being so
Trapped in pain and hating myself.
I decided to let go

So with the tears
I say goodbye
And let it all go
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