Thanks

Do you remember how it felt when we laughed? I can't believe that's gone. We had everything and nothing all in the same. I had just gone through the worst thing a person could go through, and then you came and drew your name on my heart. When I see it, I realize it's in pencil. When we fought, I tried to erase it, but I couldn't. Your smile and your hopeful eyes made me smile and sigh, and you broke into my heart with your lies. I thought we had everything, but like I said, it was really nothing. You were just bluffing when you said you were sorry and you'd give everything back. I feel stupid for thinking our nothing was something, but even I know there was something in your smile and your touch. It gave me the rush that drugs gave you. I felt so high when you were with me that I couldn't breathe, but I crashed and craved you when we had to leave. But your smile was worth it all. Your hopeful, loving brown eyes were worth the fall my heart had when I heard you were gone. You didn't even say good-bye. I wanted to be high because maybe that might make me forget you. I knew we were in a fight, but I thought you'd at least care enough to say good-bye. Well, if you can't, then I will, bye. You made me mad and I decided you weren't worth my time. Where did our time go? We wasted it and now we're alone. I forgive you and I hope that you can do the same. But, when I see my heart, and your pencil-written name is there, I want to erase. But then I realize i've forgiven you and you couldn't help what you did and your reaction to what happend. I won't erase it because the memories are too good to erase or forget. Instead, i'll write over it in permanent-marker to be sure I won't forget you. You are someone I could never forget, but you are a LOVE I will forget. I am finally realizing your gone. So i'm over you, and even though we're through, I can still see your smile and it brings a smile to my face. It was nice while it lasted, so thanks for the memories even though some weren't so great. ;)