Help me please. And please read this to understand.
This is kind of a poem but kind of not. I'm wierd so. Haha. Anyway, I would really love it if you commented and helped me out here. This is also from the tough times I've been through and I still feel it all. So please, read this and comment on this as well.
Do you ever feel like no one listens?
Like no one hears?
They don't understand, they never would.
You tried to make it obvious but they still didn't pay attention.
Do you ever feel like you're going crazy?
With all this silence?
And all this pain?
Can I hold it in any longer or will I start again?
It hurt so much but still helped...but at the same time...
it never did.
I need someone to listen and not ignore.
I need someone to talk to me and help me out
Of this hard time that I am going through.
Keep me away from this insanity because it is happening again.
I NEED HELP.
So please... help.
I just need someone to here me for once, even if I scream.
Hear me scream and hear me plead.
I need help just for me.
Help me out. No keep me in.
Am I going insane...please, please, please tell me which I am again.
Just crazy? Or just insane?
I need help, I need love.
I need guidence above and your help too.
Should I go away where I will have no pain?
Should I take the pain away for good?
Or should I keep it here and keep feeling sorrow and agony.
I need help but I don't know where to go.
Maybe if I should slip away in the night that maybe everything would be alright.
Hear me cry.
Hear me scream.
I've damaged my arms, my heart, and my faith.
But I build faith back block by block.
I hope these scars will one day heal unless I commit suicide.
Lord please just help me.
Help me now.
Is death an option for me... just maybe?
But I'm afraid I will slip away and no one will ever know.
But maybe it is better that way?
No, no it couldn't be.
Someone would find me but wouldn't know who I am.
I am lost and I need someone's help.
I need someone to rescue me from this dark and lonely sea.
No one hears me yet again and you hear me plead, please don't let this happen to me.
I can no longer bear it and I need critical help...
before I do something again to me.
Help me out, help me live
before I decide that a cry for help is just a lie to myself.
Without you or your help, I have nothing.
So I will say it once again,
Hear me cry,
Hear me plead,
And most of all,
Hear me scream.
For I am asking for just this one request
for someone or anyone just to help me see.
Because I cry again.
So PLEASE just help me... please just help.
Like no one hears?
They don't understand, they never would.
You tried to make it obvious but they still didn't pay attention.
Do you ever feel like you're going crazy?
With all this silence?
And all this pain?
Can I hold it in any longer or will I start again?
It hurt so much but still helped...but at the same time...
it never did.
I need someone to listen and not ignore.
I need someone to talk to me and help me out
Of this hard time that I am going through.
Keep me away from this insanity because it is happening again.
I NEED HELP.
So please... help.
I just need someone to here me for once, even if I scream.
Hear me scream and hear me plead.
I need help just for me.
Help me out. No keep me in.
Am I going insane...please, please, please tell me which I am again.
Just crazy? Or just insane?
I need help, I need love.
I need guidence above and your help too.
Should I go away where I will have no pain?
Should I take the pain away for good?
Or should I keep it here and keep feeling sorrow and agony.
I need help but I don't know where to go.
Maybe if I should slip away in the night that maybe everything would be alright.
Hear me cry.
Hear me scream.
I've damaged my arms, my heart, and my faith.
But I build faith back block by block.
I hope these scars will one day heal unless I commit suicide.
Lord please just help me.
Help me now.
Is death an option for me... just maybe?
But I'm afraid I will slip away and no one will ever know.
But maybe it is better that way?
No, no it couldn't be.
Someone would find me but wouldn't know who I am.
I am lost and I need someone's help.
I need someone to rescue me from this dark and lonely sea.
No one hears me yet again and you hear me plead, please don't let this happen to me.
I can no longer bear it and I need critical help...
before I do something again to me.
Help me out, help me live
before I decide that a cry for help is just a lie to myself.
Without you or your help, I have nothing.
So I will say it once again,
Hear me cry,
Hear me plead,
And most of all,
Hear me scream.
For I am asking for just this one request
for someone or anyone just to help me see.
Because I cry again.
So PLEASE just help me... please just help.
12 Comments
I understand what your going through. I've been going through the same thing for a while now. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you. You should find a creative outlet like writing, painting, drawing etc or something it helps to get how you feel on paper. I bet even writing that poem made you feel a little better!
Thank you very much :,)
I know how you feel :( I have those attacks as well :( Beautifully written.
Thank you :) It is always nice for anyone including me that they aren't alone :) Thank you very much :)
if you ever need to talk about something just message me k
Thanks :)
not a problem
I loved it :)
Some ppl r just afraid 2 post something their going thru bcuz ppl might think theyre insane trust me ur not :)
KEEP.IT.UP xD
Thank you very much :) and I actually have a book of poems but it only has 5 in there at the moment and thank you :)
i can imagine ur pain i have the same pain girl dont feel left out. alot of ppl go through this. i hope someone can help u with everything. I wish u the best of luck
-Britney
Thank you very much :)
u r very welcome :) :) :)