I can't

I wish I could hold her, but she's walking away
I try to cover my hurt, this insane pain.
Drowning in music, drowning my sorrows.
Why can't I be there?
Why do I have to watch her leave, why Can't I help her stay?

I have waited so long, never walked away.
It was always in my head, like destiny or fate.

But now you have moved on, you have left me here to stay.
I tell myself you'll be back, cause the truth drives me insane.

I wish I could follow, but I have chosen to remain.
I will not leave, nor betray those I call friends.
I'm sorry I wish I could follow, but I just can't

I just can't