Somebody To Love. [A Justin Bieber Love Story] Chapter 1.

I woke up in the morning to birds chirping, and the sun peeking in to my window. I knew it was gonna be a beautiful day, but than i remembred I had school. School was like hell to me, i know kids are suppose to have fun at school, learn, and hang out with there friends, but it's not like that at all to me. All they do is laugh and make fun of me. They try there best to put me down, and make me feel like im not at all special. The person that really hates me and takes so much time out of there day to hate on me is Justin. He hates me, and he tries to make the best out of bullying me each and every day. With each and every word he says it feels like knives stabbing into my back. He makes me feel like im a nobody, and that's when i started cutting myself. No one in this world likes me I have no friends, and not even my parents love me, my dad died from a car accident 2 years ago, but i guess i really didn't care? Because he didn't even pay attention to me from the start. After my dad died my mom spends all her life crying her eyes out. Day and night it's the same, and she doesn't even care for me anymore. It's like she disowned me. Enough of that, I don't really wanna get into it. I got up and got dressed. I brushed my hair. brushed my teeth. I grabbed a poptart and left out the door to catch the bus. I toke the city bus to my school, rather the school bus, because I just like to get away from it all, silence, no one can bring me down. There's usually no one on the city bus anyways it was a small town, easy to get around. I turned on my ipod and put my headphones up to my ears, i blasted the music because that's just the way i liked it. After a few minutes the bus finally came to a stop at my school. I walked out the bus, without even saying thanks to the bus driver. I dashed into the school, because I really didn't want anyone bothering me right now. And than i remembred that it was the last week of school, a sudden smile came to my face only a week of this torture and i'll be out, but you know a lot of things can happen in a week. I went to my locker which was next to Justin's. I grabbed my things as fast as I could, and closed my locker and there he was. Justin i actually had a little crush on him way back when he actually used to like me, but he's turned into a monster. Justin:"Valerie, Can I ask you something?" Valerie:"What do you want Justin? If it's to insult me I don't wanna hear it right now." Justin:"Why do you even bother coming to school? you know that nobody in this school likes you. No one wants you, you should just kill yourself, becuase no one will ever like a girl like you." He's right no one will, i feel like crying right now. Justin is such a jerk but it's true, no one likes me and no one ever will." Valerie:"Justin, just leave me alone." I ran to the bathroom. i looked myself in the mirror but things got blurry and i noticed i was crying. I cry every single day because of him. I ran into a stall, and I pulled the sleeves from my sweater and you could see all the scars from me cutting, it's a line of scars. It hurts me to see what i've become, but i can't help it it makes me feel alive, like I'm actually someone. It makes me feel something. I started cutting. And they were the deepest cuts I have ever made. after i finished crying my eyes out. i pulled the sleeves from my sweater back where they should be, and left for math class.