Someone to love me

I woke up next morning with a head ache,"Man,where am I?" "You're in the orphanage." I looked up to find a lady with a clipboard and a pen,"I'm Kathy.I'll be your counsler." I slowly got out of bed,"Why am I in the orphanage?Where's my dad?" She walked up to me,"You're father's in jail.Your parents don't have brothers or sisters fo they?" "No,both of my parent was an only child and my grandparents on both sides died." She nodded writing down the information,"Well Miss.Johnson,you have to stay here until we find you some parents." "But I don't wanna stay here.I want my mother back." She jumped,"Oh yea,they told me to give you this." She handed me a photo of my mother,"Thanks." I whispered in a small voice. She pointed with her pen,"There are some clothes in that dresser over there and pajams in this one," she walked to the bathroom and opened the cabinet,"and some tools for when your lady comes on." She walked towards the door,"See ya tomorrow.Oh yea and you're in the teens hall so don't get confused and the cafeteria's down the hall on the left." I nodded. Kathy walked out,I could hear her heels all the way down the hall. I wiped my tears as I placed the picture in the night table next to my bed.I slowly walked to the dresser for ome clothes.I pulled out a Japanese school uniform,"Well,it cant get any worse than this." I pulled out some red skinny jeans and a black shirt with a Hello Kitty skull,"Cool,but we gotta do some changes with these." I walked to the closet and pulled out some black hi-top converse,"here we go." I went to the bathroom and got some scissors and a sew kit. I put my jeans on the bed and cut it at the knee then I sew it back and used the scissors to scracth the patches.I grabbed the shirt and slit the sleeves.The I took the converse and stitched my name in the side.After taking a shower I dried my hair and put the clothes on.I walked to my mirror on my dresser and put on black eyeliner and mascara. Then I walked to the wall mirror and stared at my outfit.I noticed how my knees peeked through the rips on the jeans and my shoulders were,well....pale,"I'll fix that." I grabbed the scissors and pushed one of the blades against my shoulders cutting them"There we go."I watched the blood slowly run down my arm,"I'm hungry." I was about to walk out the door when someone knocked on it,"It's Sarah!" Someone said in a sassy voice.I opedned the door and there was a tall girl standing with her arms crossed,"I know you're new and all.But I don't like you and if I catch you in these halls I'm gonna kill you!" I put a hand on my hip,"You don't have to worry about me coming out cause I don't have time to deal with your ugly face." She gestured,"You only have one chance to be in this hall so go on and do what you were gonna.' I pushed past her and her friends and went to the cafetateria.When I walked in it was noisey.I weaved through the crowd and headed to the salad bar.I turned my back to get a bowl and someone threw chocolate pudding in my hair.I wiped it out in disgust and grabbed my plate.I ran off as the kids laughed at me high fiving eachother.I was almost out when a tall skinny boy bumped into me and spilled his plate all over me,"Watch where ya goin freak!" "Look at her shoulders!" "Is the little clown looking for the circus?" Everyone was carrying on with thier comments and laughing.I ran out the cafeteria and down the hall back to my room.When I opened the door there was toilet paper and paint everywhere. I looked around at the disaster they did to my room.My eyes waterd and tears flowed down my face.I glanced at the picture of my mother and ran to it.I picked it up,"No,"I whispered,"why did they do this to me." The photo was ripped and had black paint all over it.I dropped to my knees and sobbed all day. A few minutes later there was knock on the door.I opened it to find a friendly looking old lady,she started talking about this contest but I wasn't paying attetion.I just signed the paper.She nodded,"The contest ends July 17th." "Okay." She walked off and turned the corner. I sat in the window and stared at Japan from a view,"This just can't get any worse that it already is. It just couldn't.I was in Japan bieng bullied because I'm different."My life sucks.I stared at the black paint streak on the wall,"I could make this work," I took my scissors and used them to cut some off the papper off the walls.I ripped the paper halfaway off.Then I scratched the walls until they bled.I backed back to look at my work.It was like a crazy little girl killed a cat then used it's blood to scratch the walls,"That's all I could think." I sat back in the window and fell asleep.