Kill me now. Please!
Chapter 1
Kill me nice and slowly.
It all started that one night, that one perfect night. You knew I liked you and you confirmed that you liked me. I was so happy and it seemed like you were too, you said I made you happy and that we'd last, why didn't I see it coming? I blame myself. It turns out she's the one that makes you happy, not me. I'm currently sitting here with my special "tools" that I havn't used in a while thanks to you. I looked at them like old friends, then the blade, and rubber made contact with my flesh and silently i whispered welcome back to them. I wish I knew what's wrong with me, well there's a lot wrong with me but I thought you were willing to deal with those problems, Owell as I sit here tearing my flesh apart and watching the blood drip down my skin i'm thinking of you and her together. I hope she doesn't hurt you, and as I slowly die I hope you know I still love you..



20 Comments
Choose life, story girl! Choose life!!!
Is this true??
and amazing♥ truly touching
keep writing you have a gift
Yes it's a 100% truth.
And thank you♥ When I get older I wish to be a writer.
jess..sweetie what happened?!?!?!
you're amazing, keep writing please:)
jess! this story is amazing! you have a gift! and im sooo sorry about what happened. i wish there was something i could do to help. i just want you to be happy :( your my bestest friend in the whole world and i care about you sooo much. please dont hurt yourself tho. lets make things better by having fun, doing stuff together, dont take it out on yourself becuz your not the one acting like an asswhole. johnny is...
How is Jonny!? Don't you man Paul?! Haha
haha yeah i meant paul!!! oopsymabobber!
This is what I get for keeping it in the family, owell they're both Asswholes xD
Ahaha! wait why is jonny one? i thought he was your " official best friend"?
He still did the same crap to me before!! xD and all guyys are! lmao
haha yeah i know your telling me! but johnny is still a really nice kid and seems like he changed to me. but i think hes a really good best friend for you. and you guys shud just stay best friedns becuz that seems to work for you guys and it just keeps everything at a good level. not to act like i know your life more than you do but i just think you guys are just really good at being just best friends. do you know what i mean?
Yes ma'am lol.
haha good! and dont call my ma'am! that what you call old ladys!!! and AM NOT an old lady. im a little 14 year old girl! i wont be a ma'am in like another 70 years when im 50!!
Very disturbing...nice to know your writing encourages others to do that. Nice going......maybe you should rethink your writing genres.
Ehh.. well, I think she should be able to write about her feelings. The best masterpieces come from the heart. This story let's you feel. So I think Jess did an ubertastic job on it. If you don't like it then you are always welcome to read her other works.