Ive never felt this way before (a lesbian teen story)

i burst through the door of my besties house with a plastic 7-eleven bag in my hands, panting. not 29 minutes ago she called me saying she had somethinng really important to tell me and she sounded weird. I told her i would be there as soon as possible and ran out the door with only one shoe on, my 'Dinosaurs go rawwwwwr' purple sock gleaming under the street lights. a went to seven eleven and almost made the awkward teen behind the counter cr@pp himself. i looked like a mad women grabbing candy and icecream and arizona. But hey, it was for an emergancy probably. I rushed to the counter and the dude was takin wayyyyyy to slow so i grabbed the thing out his hand rung up all the stuff threw the money at him and was gone.
So here i was sittin on the couch why Selena sat on the other side legs curled up why she sets her chin in the middle rocking back anf forwarth acting scared and nervous. i made a move to move closer so i can comfort and cuddle but she whispered a
"stay back" so i stayed where i was. I was starting to get scared thinking it had to something with her sister who is only 4 but gets sick weirdly but very badly which keeps her in the hospital for sometimes weeks. If it isnt as serious as the it must have something to do with one of her pets. She loves those things more then me. hmph.
"Selena, baby, whats wrong?" i ignore her protests and move to rap my arms around her. It slightly annoyed me though that even scrunched and curled up u could totally tell she was taller. i was quite small with no but and little hips why she was model size tall with hot @zz curves and a perfect but and perfect natural blonde hair with sighnature blue eyes. I was slighty proud though that even though she was bigger i still have DD size why shes got B's. Plus im a brunette with shocking green eyes. And you know what they about brunettes... they will rule the world some day.
I rub my hands up and down her arms.
"do you want the honest truth?" she mumbles into my shirt not looking at me. I look at her like shes stupider then she already is and reply'
"Well DUH i want the honest truth what kind of question is that.... WAIT I MINUTE IF SOME HURT U I SWARE ILL GO GET MY STICK AND-"
"its you" she whispers really quietly that it takes me a minute to realize she said something then another to figure out WHAT she said.
" wait what?!?!?!" i said confusingly.
"its.you." she says slowly and pauses between each word just to annoy me.
" i herd u the first time idiot!!! but my questions is how in the world of cookies is it my fault i have behaved for the past week!!!! nothing to attract attention or give you troubles." i paused thought over the week to make sure i am telling the truth and really didnt do anything.
"no...no, its not something you did its more your reaction when i tell u and what you will think of me afterwards is why this involves you...well atleast a big part of the reason..." she trails of hinting something but i just cant seem to put my finger on just quite what shes hinting. I just look at her with all the love and trust i could muster in my body and whisper softly and gently,
" you can trust me and i will NEVER think differently of you no matter WHAT." i say firmly yet gently to know that i mean but i add at the end to make it less serious,
" well unless u stole my last cookie from my secret cookie jar then i might have some problems...." she giggles slashed hiccuped then took a shaky breath saying,
" Sense i dont know how to say this so im just going to say it: im a lezbi@n." i stare at her blankly and blink a few times.
"come again??" i say stupidly. I mean sure we fool around sayin baby and stuff like that but wow i never actually thought she was actually into INTO that stuff.
"im lesbi@n meaning yes i like p*zzy, and yes b00 bs get me off and yes guys are not attractive in that way and yes-" i cut off seeing more tears in th corner of her eyes and knowing shes just ranting and saying all this stuff cause shes scared and doesnt want people, me in this case, to insult her first.
"woah woah hun relax calm take some air. i didnt mena it like that i just meant wow i never would have guessed and dont worry i still love you and i will ummmm support you in coming out or in whatever out i promise remember: h0s before bros." she smiled then giggled alittle.
"But im not a h0 soooooo...." i gave her me im-so-not-amused-by-you-right-now look. Then grabbed one of the ben and jerrys icecream and our favorite movie: charlies angels. Let the fun selena-Sensery-sleepover begin... little did i know this sleepover was about to change my whole life and turn my whole world upset down. lovely.