A Love with Many Turns

This Boy, he liked me and all, but i didn't like him. But in the inside I really did.. His name is Mason. He texted me one day and said.. "I have feelings for you" I responded.. "I am sorry mason but i don't like you. We are better as friends" He was hurt. Then a party came up..We both went to the party. It was late, dark and cold. This girl Kate was there.. He said he was lonely. So he made out with her. I was upset and told him i wanted to kill him. We went into the bathroom, we talked about it for like 10 minutes. Then my dad showed up. I had to leave, My dad is very impatient. mason was upset but i told him goodbye.. We didn't speak till that night around 3:00 AM. He said he didn't understand why I was upset, I told him i did have feelings for him, he got mad at me for not telling him i liked him. He said he wouldn't have made out with her. So he said he would ask me out soon, He just had to make it perfect timing. 2 days later a party was going on, He knew i liked him and everything. But guess what? He made out with Kate again. I was pissed and cried at the party, but i got over it and told myself he was a jerk and should never have a girlfriend. Later that night, A boy named Zane came along and i was attracted to him. I told him everything that happened at the party and he gave me advice. We were sitting alone on the couch and this girl walks in and thinks we are dating and goes outside and tells everyone. Well believe me i wanted to date him. But he was liking this other chick.. MY FRIEND! so I was upset because two guys made me upset, then i really liked Zane but he put me down by liking my friend, So that night was not good. But then when i went home Mason texted me and asked "are you mad at me?" I literally wanted to kill him.. with a knife and shotgun. I said "you are unbelievable" He thinks he didn't do anything. I was so mad. Then mason goes off and tells my friend he's sorry and he genuinely cares about me. And i believe him and like him again. Big mistake! The next day he likes me and all that then, KATE COMES BACK ALONG. She thinks they(her and mason) are apparently dating. So he goes along with it. I got so mad at him again i told him " We are not friends or anything" Then he was like Jackie come back and crap and i was like what the hell.. He is so stupid he plays girls but i was like done with boys! A week later he comes back and says you can't be mad at me. It has been a week. I was so upset i didn't talk to him, till a week later after that message. He was like i am sorry.. BLAH BLAH BLAH. So now he is apparently single and wants me but i am not falling for him again if he is just gonna rip my heart out again and just pretend that he was lonely and it was my fault.

So my lesson is, Don't trust guys unless you know them very well and can be with them for a while and then you can trust them. Don't put yourself out there and wait for him to respond, Make him put himself out there and you respond. So good luck girls. I am counting on you to not do what i did(: