wanting her back

the last thing you said to me was "Lyla i love u like no tomrrow" that still makes me cry just the image of your face and your voice breaking and me running away like a little girl.After i ran i found a tree,a knife;i cried my eyes out as i slit my wrists i love you thats why i ran i didnt want you to see me cry and i didnt want to see you cry.I miss you so much Jessie i would give anything just to hear you say in your beatiful voice one more time "I love you" every where i go its a memorie of you like remember where we had our first kiss and the place where i told u i loved you for the fist time then theres that one place where we did "that" then theres the sad places like when i told you about my family and the plcae where you told me about your cutting which leads to happieness again for we helped each other stop then theres the place where you told me goodbye.That place haunts me i never thought we'd see goodbye but thanx to parents and bad luck our love was and is tourn in two

I wish you were here jess i love you 5/11/11