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Okay, this just pisses me off. Why the fvck do people call other people g@.y or a f@.g when they feel the need to insult them? It isn't an insult. There isn't anything wrong with being g@.y... It's just how a person lives. You don't see me in an arguement and I'm suddenly like "That's so heterosexual."

My friend was recently made fun of and harassed by the popular kids because he wanted to be popular. They got mad at him because he like all of their statuses on facebook and he wrote a long paragraph about how he just wanted to be nice and some of them didn't read the whole paragraph because they "couldn't be bothered to" and he was "implying they were dumb." (which they kind of are, but not really) Since they don't know a proper insult they started calling him "so g@.y" and "a f@.g" which made me so fvucking mad my friends made me log off and get away from the phone so that I wouldn't say anything I would regret.

It's not cool to say that things are g@.y when they are stupid or bad or annoying. It's downright cruel and ignorant and I hate it when people do it. When I tell people that they say "oh I didn't know you were g@.y." Which makes me annoyed. Am I not allowed to be a straight person who's for g@.y rights? My parents are white and they were against segregation. My grandparents are very strict Presbyterians and they aren't against me being Catholic. So why can't I be straight and for g@.y rights? Every generation has something to stand up for. I just don't see why kids my age can't be more open minded or at least have better insults. You want insults? Read Shakespeare. He'll give you the good insults...

Which brings me to bullying. I was very annoyed that the whole "popular gang" turned on my friend for just wanted to fit in. One guy stood up for him the whole time and they almost turned against him to. They twisted his words and made him sound like the bad guy because he "called them stupid" and he was "annoying for liking their statuses". The one kid, told them all to calm down and one ignorant bi.tch said she wouldn't calm down because "he insulted her pride and called her stupid when she isn't" Mind you, this girl isn't really the smartest in the group. But I wouldn't call her stupid. She went on to say "I'm very smart." At this point I was like fvck you, but I didn't say anything and that he needed to be taught a lesson. Now I knew they weren't gonna beat him up, but for any of you who read my Starkid Story, you know I have been a victim of verbal abuse since I was about 6 years old and it shows no sign of stopping any time soon. (Don't worry, it's not at school, it's my older cousins on my mom's side...) I know how bad it can hurt to be abused in that way. I've lived that life. I didn't think it'd happen at my school, but unfortunatly more cases like this have been coming up with kids in my grade on facebook and in real life and everything. I don't want my friends to experience that. I want to save them from this before it's too late. Fortunatley, it didn't get to bad before the one kid finally laid down the law. I'm glad he did. This kid is also a good friend of mine. He's friends with everyone and I mean everyone. I'm glad that he has the decency to tell everyone that they didn't know what he was going through because they'd all been popular since 1st grade and he hadn't. These pri.cks then decided to go on apoligizing saying "What makes someone popular anyway?" and left it at that. They've been leaving him alone, but I want to slap them and say "Bi.tch that isn't an apology."

Verbal abuse is a BIG pet peeve for me because I know how it can hurt a person and I know where it can lead. I don't want this to happen throughout my grade, because I've had enough of it for all of them. It makes me mad to see that the popular kids are all like "oh we have more friends but that doesn't mean we aren't popular" (someone actually put that on his wall) and it makes me mad that they think they can get away with every fvcking thing they do. They think that they can call my friend g@.y or a f@.g. Someone even called him "a g@.y piece of sh.t" Why do people ever tell another human being this? Why? Do they think it makes them cool? Do they think it's funny or impressive or something? It's fvcking annoying and cruel and it just makes them look like a major dbag. Even after everyone "apologized" one kid took it as far as posting on his wall every hour calling him a "f@.ggish f@.g" Even thought he was the only one who thought it was funny, no one called him out on it. It pi.sses me off that no one stands up to the dbags at my school to bring them down a notch and put them in their place. Because the way they act isn't cool, funny or impressive it's just fvcking ignorant, annoying behavior and I feel sorry for them because they obviously have some void in their life that they have to fill and they fill it by calling innocent people crappy insults...