Just had to get this off my chest...
I feel like venting. if I said this to my mom though, she'd probably kill me...
Chapter 1
I do actually love my mom very much... but sometimes I just feel like screaming this in her face
by:
Into_Alesana_
Into_Alesana_
That's all I ever hear anymore
You're depressed
You need help
But you know what Mrs. Mommy?
That's who you are
Not who I am
You're the freaking one with bipolar disorder
ADD.... depression.... insomnia....
You just assume
You always assume the worst
When you saw the scars
You thought I wanted to die????
Well, now that you're all up in my business
I DO wanna die!!
You're the reason I act this way
You're the one making me insane!
That's why I called you a freaking Nazi!
Why can't you understand
that you'll never understand me
until you realize you can't....?
You're 51 years old
I'm 15 years old
Our brains just don't work the same
just stop guessing
stop assuming
cuz I'm ok
And the only thing killing me is YOU!!!
You're depressed
You need help
But you know what Mrs. Mommy?
That's who you are
Not who I am
You're the freaking one with bipolar disorder
ADD.... depression.... insomnia....
You just assume
You always assume the worst
When you saw the scars
You thought I wanted to die????
Well, now that you're all up in my business
I DO wanna die!!
You're the reason I act this way
You're the one making me insane!
That's why I called you a freaking Nazi!
Why can't you understand
that you'll never understand me
until you realize you can't....?
You're 51 years old
I'm 15 years old
Our brains just don't work the same
just stop guessing
stop assuming
cuz I'm ok
And the only thing killing me is YOU!!!
6 Comments
wow, i feel the same way but about my dad
Ellie, I would recommend trying to talk to her.
sounds like she won't be the type to listen...
but at least you can try.
there's a reason she's your mom. :)
haha without your mom, there wouldn't be you!
and a world without my best friend ;) would just plain suck!
I know completely how you feel. My mom has some sort of bipolar disorder as well, and she forgets things super easily, like her brain is deteriorating more than it should for her age. She's one of the main causes of stress in my life, and yet she doesn't realize it. I don't want to say it to her face, because I know it'll hurt her, but this goes for both you and I, Ellie: Maybe, just maybe, it would be for the best.
i felt the same way towards my mom....
I know exactly how you feel! I've been there and thank God i'm not anymore... I know it sucks but just try your best to love her and pray about it! That's what I did, He might make you able to understand where she's coming from. I mean, what would be your reaction if you saw cuts on your kid? I'm prayin for ya :)
Why would you cut yourself? You need help! Nobody should do that to themselves.