Why Am I Still Here?

NoOne Seems To Care AnyMore All Me And Dad Do Is Fight Mom Hates Me As Always I Keep Running Away Little Sis Tells When I Smoke Which Is My Only Safty Other Then My Knife.I Never Wanted This To Happen I Never Asked To Be This Way I Never Asked To Be Given This Life I Never Asked To Be Scared By My Past I Never Asked To Be Who I Am I Never Asked For Any Of This.The Only Reason I Still Breath Is Because Of "Him" And "Her" If I Had My Way I Wouldnt Be Here But I Dont Want To Hurt Them......Any Way Why Am I Still Here? There Both Always Away From Me And Im Sure There Falling Out Of Love With Me Soooo MayBe I Can Go