Diary. (make sure you have a gun)

It was about 8:15 and me and my bf, Simon were walking up to his from mine. We turned the corner and crossed the road. A little further up we saw a group off girls. (The first group) So we crossed the road thinking we could just walk past with out getting harrassed. But no. They also crossed the road. We were outside the old knocked down firestation. When they came to us the 'main' one, dressed in tracksuit bottoms and a strappy top said to me "why did you look at me in a funny way" Even though I didn't look at her. Then they started asking us for cigarettes. Me and Simon carried on walking ignoring them hoping they would pass. But they just didn't seem to get in their thick skulls that we didn't have any and want to talk. So they were behind us when one pulled my hair and one kicked me in the back of my leg. They also said "OI I'm talking to you" (Seriously though...they think we're being rude) A few surrounded me and a few surrounded Simon. There must have been about 5 or 6 of them. Me and Simon were seperated so we couldn't get help. The one in front of me said "Go put some foundation on you're pale" as I saw she has blusher on her cheeks. I just said to her "can I just....go?" my heart hammering and she just stared at me. I saw Simon in the back ground, wide eyed. He nodded at me to walk round them. I just stood there. Then suddenly Simon shouted at them (I feel so proud of him :') ) and the one who was standing in front of me backed away. They all backed away down the road and started shouting insults at us. I led him further enough away to see if he was alright. I knew we were clear of them.

But I still glanced back.

Right at the top near the round-about, three people crossed the road they looked about 18, 19ish (Second group, not as scary) they were behind us and started shouting things like OI and MATE. Me and Simon carried on walking.I put in my other headphone and turned up Pendulum to block their comments. We got further up and we heard them shout "fine we'll wait for you here" I looked at Simon. He looked at me.

Along that road is the park, many groups of teenagers hang around there. Unfortunatly today there was quite a few in and they started shouting my name.(The 3rd group of teenagers) I did not look at them. I didn't want to be involved with anything else. The started shouting things like greedy goth at me. And everyone knows I hate being called goth....and I'm not even fat! (I am not goth >:l just because I was wearing a black Placebo hoodie and black jeans with converse does not make me goth) But I still held my anger in and listened to Pendulum I should have gone back to mine ages ago but I just kept walking with him I could not go back if the second group waiting for me and with the people in the park. Not to mention the group of girls. (I'd end up thwacking them with the studded metal band I wear around my wrist ahahahah). Anyway. We got the the road that seperated the two towns. There was possibility that I could get the bus since there was a bus stop further up. The second gang was still staring at us. Waiting on the grassy area of Aldi. They shouted something else. The people in the park also shouted something. (Seriously though. I could of then got a gun and shooted their heads of but it would then be me in trouble) I said to Simon that we had to go further up because if we didn't either of them could follow. We walked in to the bus stop and sat down on them slanty red seats. (Not exactly great comfort but it will do)
Simon started texting his mam to say he was with me at the bus stop waiting for a bus.
I thought I'd better text mine.

I kept hearing shouts and started looking towards the park. I was so alert and paranoid. The bus was 9:45. It was only about 9:00. 5 mins past of alertiness and paranoidiess. Kept going out the bus shelter to see if anyone was following us. Simon said we had 40 mins of danger left. I suggested we go to his and wait. We got out the bus shelter and made for his. It was better than waiting in the cold. We walked past the shop and up the road, we saw 3 other people and they looked at us as we walked past. But they were OK. It was 2 adults and a teen. We made it to his and went inside. We told Simon's mam everything and she tried to work out a plan to get me home. Then she rang Simon's Dad to see if he could take me home but he couldn't (eep) I heard him saying to get me a taxi and he'd pay her the money back. So....anyway his mam decided to walk us down to the stop and see me off on the bus. So we did just that. All of us keeping an eye out for more gangs and teenagers who think they can do what they like and talk to strangers. We got to the bus shelter and chatted for a bit. It soon got dark. A shifty looking man walked past. Then 2 people from my school walked past they said hi as they passed. They weren't no threat. The bus came on time and I got on they waved me off.

All I had to do then was wait for the right stop.

The bus drove on a road that I hadn't been on before and I had a sick feeling in my stomach.
I got a glimsp of 2 figures in a window. Of two young boys. Plain weird.

We came out at the swimming baths and liabary. I instantly knew where I was. My sick feeling had gone but I was still alert. I rang the bell. I got off the bus and said thank you to the driver. (I was just thankful he got me away from the nightmare) I put my hood up and put both my head phones in. I saw some people on the other side of the road I thought I heard them shout and make a break for it. I ran down the road and on to my road. I ran past 3 houses and got to mine. I opened the door and shut it tightly behind me.

I finally felt safe. The warm lamp light made everything better.

I told my mam everything and she said that if we can't get the bus, she'll come with us (great, but it's better than nearly getting stabbed to death)

So....here I am sitting on my couch in my room typing this up listening to Pendulum.... and still wearing my black hoodie.