This is gonna be like a blog..... just warning ya

My life is strange. I have a different taste in music than the rest of my country-loving town ( *DEATH TO COUNTRY!!!!!ROCK WILL LIVE FOREVER!!! \m/ *) i dislike constant stupidity, and sad to say that i dont think anyone in my school has figured out how to turn on their brains yet... so each day in school is like a pessimist at clown camp. Adults dont treat me like i can understand their"adult talk",and kids dont always understand the more-than-three-syllable words i use, so i dont have alot of friends. i dyed my hair black, wen it used to be a toneless brown, and that sets me apart even further from the normals. i like things with real meaning, and other people like pointless, silly things that i find incredibly stupid. so there you go. but i wasnt always like this. i reached for the nearest escape after my 'rentals divorced, and changeing my outer looks and my personal style was just me looking for a more solid grasp. i found it, and i kinda know myself better now. im a book addict, having read everything from Aesop to Zathura. I really like Black Veil Brides, an absolutly wondefully dark band that plays real music with meaning, and not that stupid radio porn $he-it that eveyone seems to love these days. Other favorite band of mine include Get Scared, A Skylit Drive, Otep, and many many more. The shorts that are popular today i do not beleive are real shorts, but glorified underwear. Brothers are a pain to take care of, but who else is going to do it if not me? i love 'em to death, dont get me wrong, but im 15! i cant do this!!!!! i like to be there for people. no one was there for me wen i seriously needed someone, and i want to try and stop that from happening ( all u gotta do is message me. i will get u my email, and we will talk. literally about anything. and it wont go anywhere but me, i swear on my own grave) so thats basically me, and i want to say that i will never change that for anyone but me.