Behind Mrs. Perfect's Mask (story against sucide)

Jess POV
After awhile of thought, I decided to look in the diary. The first thing I saw was a picture of me when I was 13. The me on the picture looked like me when I was close to commiting suicide.
FLASHBACK
Beep! Beep! Beep! "Uuugghhhh...." I groaned. Great. Another day I want to die. I shut off my alarm. "Jess, are you awake?" Came the call of my mother. "Yes." I responded. I wished I wasn't though. I was dreading the day ahead. I just wanted to get my life over with. 'No, not yet.' I thought to mysrlf as I got out of bed. I put on black shorts that went to my mid thigh and a neon green T-shirt. I brushed my hair and hurried downstairs so I wouldn't be late for school. "Good morning." Mom said to me smiling. I nodded and smiled back a fake smile. I ate my breakfast brushed my teeth and went off to school. Once I got there I was surrounded by the school bullies. The leader of the gang, an air head who was full of herself, smiled nastily at me and said "Oh, look who's here, it's Mrs. Perfect." I inwardly groaned at the nickname that's gotten so popular around my school. Suddenly, one of my friends, Katie, showed up and glared dangerously at the air-head and her gang and said in a threatning voice "Lay off" Katie may he shy, but she's not afraid to stick up for her friends. The bully who was teasing me sneered at Katie, but turned around and walked off in a huff. Katie smiled at me. "Come on!" She said and we walked off towards our other friends.